Sunday, October 15, 2017


14 October 2017 | Selamat Hari Sukan Negara!

Alhamdulillah, selepas berbulan bulan lamanya gantung kasut from heavy hike, kali ni aku decide nak pakai balik kasut tu. Rasa macam dah banyak lemak, dah lesu dah malas, nak kena recharge balik spirit energy. Sebelum decide, aku Google dulu Bukit Saga ni macam mana level dia. And majority blogger cakap medium track. Aku pun okayy, malam sebelum tu baru isi nama dalam group EJG cakap nak followww, luckyyy sebab diorang pilih tempat yang dalam Selangor je, kalau luar Selangor mungkin dah tak ikut.

6.45 pagi sampai kat Parking Bukit Saga, Ampang. Parking tepi tepi jalan, akan nampak satu Apartment tinggi. Ohh ni ke Bukit Ampanggg yang cantik tuuu. Tenang gilaa tengok permandangan ni Subhanallah.

I should come here again next time.

Start hiking around 745 pagi. Buat warming up sikit and que in line tuk naik. Perghhh gila ramai orangg. Mungkin sebab ni memang riadah track macam Broga, tak payah request permit, so ramai yang datang individually.

Awal awal track terus mencanak. Landai pun sikit je. Lepas setengah jam push, aku dah mental dah, almost give up. Mesti body aku shock hahaha biase ko bermalas malasan ni asal tetiba active pulak ni. Kepala pusing tahap 5minit break 5 minit break. Jantung berdegup teruk sekali dengan otak ngapp ngapp ngapp. Rasa nak landing jee tengah tengah track tu. Berhenti tepi tahan tarik nafas minum air. Dalam kepala duk menyumpah asal la ko pergi setuju nak hiking hahaha. Keep cheering myself up, akuu bolehh akuu boleehh! Alhamdulillah aku terus kan jugak dalam setengah lebih-2 jam sampai kat 1st check point.

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

Freeze The Time

My daddy says that life comes at you fast
We all like blades of grass
We come to prime and in time we just wither away
And it all changes
My view with a looking glass won't catch the past
Only photographs remind us of the passing of days
Oh nothing stays the same from yesteryears
See I recall being afraid of the dark
And holding on to teddy bears
I'd wrap myself in blankets just to cover me from fears

Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen

My mother said don't forget where you come from, where you've been
Always keep your closest friends they can't slip away
They keep you grounded
Oh keep yourself surrounded with good advice
And yeah I guess that sounded nice when I was ten
Oh but never were there truer words
In all my days I've ever heard
And when she told me little girl the answer is love
So those are words that I keep with me
Though the seasons change so quickly
Keep them buried in my heart
And never fought

So hear me scream
I was too young to understand what it means
I couldn't wait til I could be seventeen
I thought she lied when she said "take my time to breathe"
Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen

I cant stop staring at these pictures because i love to recall how happy we were and how lucky i was to be surround with the good people. I wish by the time we growing up, we're still together. By the time we we feel lonely, we remember we still have each others. And by the rough time we face, we're still cheerish it up together.

Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen

Monday, October 9, 2017


9 October.

This date. 3 years ago. It changed 3 important things in my life. The most three important things. The date that i'll remember more than any others date.  It has a significant moment toward my life. I honestly don't know how i feel toward this. I cant be sad nor be happy. I don't want to celebrate it like how i did one year ago and two years ago.

Am i regret?

It was a mix big day still i'm not sure how should i feel.

Lets me just reveal one. Three years ago, it was a date when I first time become an employee. Still fresh. I went to the office one hour ealier, by bus but i opened the Maps apps along the way because I was so scared if I missed my stop. Went to work for the first day and forgot to bring along the phone charger until my phone died at 4PM and someone become worried so so much. And at that night i got surprise, it was the date i met my ex.

It was a good day but half of me hate it.

It was a day that started the most three important things and make me learned a lot of lessons in life.

Selebihnya biar aku pendam.

Sembilan sepuluh sebelas.

Saturday, October 7, 2017


Here is the main reason why there's no new post yet. I tried to but every post went to draft and make me lose my interest to story bout it anymore huhuhuuuuuu

Firstly, I'm not a fanatic fan to Korean's drama. Over 100 dramas that come out, the probability i watch is only 2% and might be 0%. I used to watch korean drama before, but half of them, I end up hate myself for wasting a lot of times being lazy on bed. Have you ever watch the Goblin? The promotion is really wow right? But do you really love the ending? For me it's so stupid and i hate myself for spending time on it. But I do love to watch movies in my relax time and to pour out my stress.

Lately, there's this one korean drama that my friend suggested to watch but I keep ignoring her. Hahahaha. I've no time laaa Ain ;p Accidentally one day, I browsed that drama and read the feedbacks. 99% is a positive feedbacks. People really want the drama to extend. Everyone loves it. Wooww. It makes me more eager to know what the story is all about, so i tried to watch the 1st episode, but still, no intention to finish the whole drama. Buttt wowwww! I keep watched it till late of the night. And now i cant skip a day without watching it. During my lunch, during my dinner, at night till i fall asleep.

Sunday, October 1, 2017

Welcoming Excited October!


Hi Hello October! Alhamdulillah, I’m still breathing and so are you! Be good and always do good Noni! It’s 1030pm by now, a first day in new month of October and today was a super fun Sunday and now I’m lying down on my bed putting mask on my face writing up this post. Internally, I’m happy. -except to accept the fact tomorrow is Monday. Lazyyyy

I was doing well in September, no excessive tears, no accident, not get beaten, no bleeding, and looking forward to do better in October! Lets be good. *shaking hands* A lot of exciting things gonna be happen this month. Hopefully! My weekends schedule is fully planned. Lets see...Mommy is coming over for a few days tomorrow, Wina is getting married with her prince, a getaway plan with my girls, my younger brother’s convocation etc etc weheeeee gonna having fun and oh i just remember one more thing!’s time for a major service to my baby. Moneyy moneyyyy where are youuu come to me please! 

Here is my 10 October advices toward myself!

💗 Dont rush. If there's something you'll miss, it will be the time you have now.

💗 Stop wasting time blaming yourself and blaming others. Things happen for a reason, even if the reason will make sense ten years down the road.

💗 Dont stay around the toxic people just because you're afraid of being alone. Being your own best friend has its perks, and there's no one else you'll spend more time with than yourself.

💗 Write, write and write. It will help you clear your mind and also distarct yourself when you're anxious. Writing will be your best friendd (Truuuuuuuuuuuue!)

💗 Learn all you can, and njoy all you want. Knowledge is the only thing truly yours.

💗 Be a friend you need, the one you want.

💗 Read all you can, you'll find words you cant say in the lip of others, you'll find sheter.

💗 Love yourself. That's the only love you'll have, constantly, and the only one that will stick with you even if you fail and fall.

💗 Learn from the past. Stop live in your past. Grow and move on.

 💗 Have Faith. Let your heart trust Allah alone to take care of the things you cannot understand.

 Hi October, I wish for something miracle and lets be good to each other. *Hugggggs*

 Till then. Love you. 

Saturday, September 30, 2017

5 Things in September

Hi. Assalamualaikum.

Because I'm not really can blog for all of the times and talk about all of the things happened, so, I will make this entry as a compulsary in the end of every month. I will throwing back my mind for a little bit, listing only 5 things within that month to remind myself and look deeper into my life what was actually I did through out the current month...

Was it good? Or was it worse?

Did I improve?

So, here is 5 things what I did through out September...

1. Took an SPA online exam.
Idk my application form is still active. It was 2 years ago since my last updated. Sitting for this exam remind me well to the high school. My fav subject is always math but answering the questions again that night really make me very disappointed because i realized i forgot a lot of things! Mean median mode, speed, distribution, probability. Those are my fav! Wuu *crying a bucket*.
I aware that a hundred thousand people were sitting for this exam, so im not really putting a high hope. Anyway, goodluck for everyone! ;)

2. Having a joyful trip
Finally we did it! The trip was successful! We were touring back to ours degree's days and we were so happy. Two days and one night in Jengka. Pay a visited to elephant too! Hahaha. It was so fun to spend my time with my cheerful friends.

3. Lost 2kilos weight.
I was smiling brightly for a few dayssssss. Ya, i know, it's just 2kilos. Not a big deal for many people who can lose their weight easily. But for meeeeeeee, it took me several years to hear this news and i was celebrating it by a bucket of good foodssss as I was really in a good mood. And i guess i already gain 3kilos back. Hahahaha childish.

4. Spending time with BFF
My life wont be complete without you. Eventho it was just for a day, but we spent it fullfillness. I'm happy with the good food. (Wayang, picnic n shell out - gonna blog it soon)

5. 22 September. 
The date that i will never forget. It has been exactly 5 years since the last day i looked at my dad, since the day i kissed on his forehead. Rewind back to 5 years ago, and everything is still fresh in my head. Everything that was happened in 22 September, 5 years ago. I missed you dad. I missed you so much.

I've a lot more to tell. But stick to the rule, pick only 5 things, otherwise the post is meaningless as I will write a month journey story in one post. Hahaha.

Wish everyone a great day in October! 

Wednesday, September 27, 2017


I seriously have a high desire to answer all of random life's questions. For me, it's challenging and quite fun. But honestly it ALWAYS ends up die in the draft. Always. So if anyone able to read this post, know that I'm wowing myself fuhhh finally i manage to publish this entry.

1. At what age do/did you wish to marry?
-i once wish to get married at 25 years old. And now i realize the wish doesn't come true. But it's okay. *pat pat my back*

2. What color do you like most?
  - I love red the most, but I'm not into one color for all the things. I choose color according to its preference. But yeah, red really spirit me up.

3. If you can have a superpower, what would it be?
- I love this question! i really hope this wish can comes true. I really wish i can read mind. I want to know what people really thinking bout me, and do they really speak the truth?

4. If you can travel anywhere in the world, where would you want to go?
- I twice submitted my name to go to Umrah with my mum. One in March and second for this coming December but both i get rejected. My heart broke a little. I really really wish to go there. Together with my mum. Inshaallah one fine day.

5. Which part of you that you love the most?
- As my friends always compliment my eyes, so i choose my eyes but i honestly appreciate every part of me, they're priceless.

Segmen Blogwalking bersama Atiah

Assalamualakum ^^

Hi Atiah, nice to know you!
Jom blogwalking sama-sama!


What a good news to start my morning day when I'm lucky for this!
Thank you Atiah!
Salam perkenalan.

Sunday, September 24, 2017

Wina's Bridal Shower

Assalamualaikum ^_^

Is it a bridal shower? No? Nah. I dont know either. We're just having fun celebrating our friend going to get married in less a month and try to cheerish her up as she's in a stress period. 

So is this celebration match to a definition of bridal shower?

The planning was so chaotic. We changed the venue for a few times. From plannig an overnight in hotel to Ampang Floral cafe to Petaling Jaya'cafe and last to Shah Alam's cafe. Hewww. Everything was finally decided just a few hours before the event. But thanks God, everything went well. 

Wina is my closest friend in the office. We are attached for almost 3 years started from our beggining of employment as both of us were new in the group. We spent a lot of times together during the 8 hours of office day. We shared our secrets. I deeply touched when she's not hesitate to share her stories to me. She made me felt so important, trustable, and appreciated. And i shared a lots to her too. Even the simplest thing. She always checked on me whether I'm okay or not for almost everyday. And she incredible-ly could tell if I'm not okay. Seriouslu this girl.

Saturday, September 23, 2017


Hi Good Morning ^^,

Mencari tempat menarik di Pahang? Lets me introduce you with one of interesting place! :)

Untuk hari kedua, kitaorang decide untuk pergi Pusat Konservasi Gajah Kebangsaan, Kuala Gandah. Bukan senang nak cari masa lain yang free, so alang-alang semua dah berkumpul, we decided to spend a little more time together. Kiteorang bertolak dari Jengka around 12pm lepas habis touring Jengka and food hunting. 

Operation hours / Waktu Operasi : 8 pagi – 4.30 petang.

Exit Lanchang.
Dalam sejam setengah, kiteorang sampai kat Kuala Gandah. Dari Jengka, kitaorang masuk highway Cenor, then exit Lanchang. And from exit Lanchang, about 10km far inside, dah boleh sampai. Of course la kan? Takkan dia nak letak gajah tengah Bandar pulak? Ngeeeee. Jalan ke dalam memang sunyi and sempit gila. Jangan bawak laju laju sebab jalan banyak rosak. And not need to worry kalau takda waze, follow je signboard dari exit tadi. Inshaallah sampai.

Trip To Degree (UiTM Jengka)

16 & 17 SEPTEMBER 2017

One of my best friend, (UiTM's friend) is getting married end of this year. When its comes to a marriage, we're always...okay, not we, it's only me.... i'm always getting emotional and sentimental like my friend is going to leave me foreveeerrr farr farr away. So, before she ties with her husband, and say 'no-more' to sleepover, we are planning to have a simple getaway together.

We (Zaty, Sue, Jaja, Ain & Me) chose UiTM Jengka, Pahang as a main destination as our friendship was born from there. Even the planning part already made us extremely excited! We cant wait! I think this trip gonna be super fun as its will reminisces us with a lot of things. Tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang, inikan pula tempat bermain. Lol bermain -.- We missed the room we used to sleep, the class we used to study, the roads we took every single days and the bengkel we struggled for FYP. We missed a lot of things there, hmmm, lets me be honest, actually kiteorang rindu makanan Jengka the most!! Of course tak rindu part study heeeee

The trip started early on Satuday's morning. Fetched up Zaty n Sue at Shah Alam and fuelled up our stomach with heavy breakfast at Seksyen 3. The day was so bright and we laughed a lot.

After almost 3 hours, we reached our destination and went straight to the hotel to check in. As it was still early for Zuhur's prayer, we started our touring in UiTM.



Ahh so tired. I just wanna close my eyes right now but unfortunately I'm at outside.
So sabarlah sikit lagi ye. So, lets blog!

Today is a public holiday and so Jaja and I were making a last minute plan to go swimming. Luckily, i knew one of the best swimming pool in Petaling Jaya but I never go swim there. Tahu pun sebab pernah teman someone before. Ehem.

We went there at 9AM. The pool is located near to Paradigm Mall. Parking is free for public and weekend, but i've no idea for weekdays. Here is the latest entrance fee.


There are 3 large pools provided ; one is for children and family, one is strictly for girl and one is mix I guess? I just loveeee this place because it was quite relaxing as it was not crowded at all (or I just get lucky this time?) and i really really enjoyed a big freedom in a pool. We swam from north to south, west to east freelyyyy wheeeee~The water is so clean and the odor of chlorine is almost gone.

Swimming pool lelaki

Swimming pool perempuan.
Nampak tak kosong dia cane? Adalah lam 10 orang je masa ni.

Wear entire?

Yes, i dont know they gonna be so strict for this. Kiteorang pakai baju jersey sesiap dengan harapan yg tinggi dapatlah masuk pool. Butt teettt! We were wrong. Dari jauh life guard datang bagitau baju kiteorang tak lepas. Huh!! So we need to rent swimming suit provided with RM5. Luckily ada kan?, kalau tak sesia bayar entrance fee, kena halau keluar huu. P/s: If you are a girl, make sure you prepare inner sesiap kalau nak sewa suit sebab baju dia ada lubang lubang and tak banyak baju lengan panjang.

We spent almost 2 hours there, dan rasanya kiteorang penggunjung yang paling lama hahaha. I enjoyed swimming but I wish I were better. I not really able to catch up to breath while swim. So, banyak kali jugak lah tertelan air wuuuuuuuuu. Pastu mudah je semputt. Itsokehh practise make perfect!

Partner of the day <3 p="">
Till then.

Wednesday, September 20, 2017


Assalamualaikum ^^
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Hi Sis Hawa & PokUcu!!

Kita datang join contest support blogger as iols pun baru nak into blogging balik aftter menyepi for a longgg timee. Rindu nak kenal dengan bloggers like how i used to do before.

Hope dapat sama-sama berkenalan dengan bloggers-bloggers lain.

Done all the requirements!

Apa yang iols suka pasal blog PokUcu ialah dia guna white background which senangkan untuk weols baca. Blog kemas & yang paling paling penting ringan! So takkan rasa annoyed kalau nak godek2 pergi post lama-lama tuk load.

We used the same font type, nampak tak kita ade persamaan hahahaha.

Hope tuan tanah (Sis Hawa & PokUcu) datang jenguk sini.

Salam kenal :)

Monday, September 18, 2017

My Body Health's Screening

Happy Monday ^^

I took my day off today and went to Giant Hypermarket for buying some stuffs. On my way to the ATM, i saw a booth opened for free health screening. Excitedly, I took my steps toward it. It's a booth from National Kidney Foundation Malaysia. I love to try this. Okay, lets do it!

I'm happy to see elders volunteerly come and take this test. It's happy to know they have an awareness towards their own health. 

This test consists of 6 checks. First was BMI ; Body Weight & Height. 
I smiled from ear to ear once the staff informed my weight. I lost 2kilo!!!!
Like seriously??!!! I have been waiting to heard this news for a long years. How little I ate before, my weight never going down. So, starting today I'm gonna fill in any form with this new body's weight value. Eventho yaa, I know I will gain weight in no times later. But whateva, I've a proof okay??
Today's test really made my day ^_________^

The second check was waist circumference. I got 77cm over the normal 80cm. 

The third was blood pressure test. 
With the glad heart, I happily announce that I'm free from high blood disease. Alhamdulillah. 

Friday, September 15, 2017


Earlier at office, my friends were asking me to join them for the second trip to Jogjakarta, Indonesia. Hahaha I laughed inside, I’m not yet finish my Phuket’s story eventho it is already a big time past. I should finish it now. But should I go? Even I dont have enough budget? Gosh, really hope duit datang bergolek and turun terbang dari langit this time. Ni semua salah Najib, kalaulah mata wang Negara tak jatuh, mesti aku takyah fikir patplohpat kali nak travel! Ngeeeeee.

It is fun to travel. But it is super fun if you have a good saving.

Okay, put that aside. I wanna continue my PART 3 touring around Phuket’s story.

Sama macam package snorkelling, package touring Phuket pun kitaorang gamble cari kat sana. Survey mana yang berbaloi and murah. Maklumlah percutian bajet , duit tak banyak. Hahaha. Tapi banyaaaakk sangat choice, a lot of interesting places they offered sampai rambang mata kiteorang nak pilih. The end, kiteorang just pick yang betul2 berbaloi. Kalau tempat yang pergi setakat nak greet monyet tu takpelah, hometown sendiri pun bersepah takyah sesusah nak kena bayar.

Hari ketiga kiteorang pilih tema adventure sikit. Kasi lasak sikit.

Bangun pagi, tunggu abang guider jemput dari hotel, terus shot pergi kat tempat Gajah, Chalong Bay. Jauh jugak dari hotel. Lebih setengah jam baru sampai. turun-turun, excited tengok gajah banyak-banyak depan mata. Selama ni tengok dalam zoo je, jauh okayy. Terhibur tengok dia pandai greet kiteorang. Yelah, dari kecik kot diorang kena dera nak latih suruh faham human body language. Hmm.
Hai gajah.

This gonna be my first and last time riding elephant. I dont know they went thru such a hard times just to let people run this business people ride them. Aku tergamam tengok gajah2 ni faham instruction guider. Bila dia laju sikit and we said we’re scared, guider ni marah kat gajah ni, ketuk dengan kayu, suruh slow down slow down, and gajah ni fahaammm. Pastu air mata gajah ni mengalir, maybe tacing kot kena marah, huhu. Abg guider ni lompat dari satu gajah ke gajah yang nagis tu then peluk dia nak pujuk lagi.

Saturday, September 9, 2017

No More Ghost Story Please?


Finallyyyyy! It’s weekend!! Nothing more exciting me once I opened my eyes today.

Straight on the past weekdays I came home for too late and took bath at 11pm. So tired! So, when people asked wont I go out as no one else gonna be in this two-story house today, I decided to stay home. I would rather be at home alone and enjoy my day off. I want to clean up my room and be lazy on the bed.

It was still early in the morning and like always, when it comes to the weekend my eyes didnt want to close. I felt betrayal.

So, I got my ass off the bed, I started my day by doing laundry and cleaning up the kitchen. My kitchen was so mess. Seriously, a lot of previous tenant’s stuffs were there. So, I just threw out stuffs that have not been touch for a year. (Sorry if I threw yours. Haha) Mopping the floor and sort of stuffs. Start cooking for lunch and by 100pm everthing was done. *pat my back*

“Here” & “Wild” – by Alessia Cara ft Troye Sivan live version, play on the background to accompany me. Oh God, their voice!!!! I keep repeating it straight for a week. Easily addicted.

Okay, back to the title. 

Last week i've been force to accompany my friends watched movie at the cinema (night slot) as we were so long not hanging out together. But after heard the movie’s title ; (Annabelle 2) I explicitly refused to join them. Any movie is fine but not ghost story please? But after they persuaded me for a bit long and for the sake of friendships, I joined them. It was 10+pm and I just came out from office with my tired and sweaty body.

Thursday, September 7, 2017

Segmet 24 Jam Bloglist #27

Pencarian bloglist bagi bulan Oktober, November dan Disember 2017 di bermula pada hari ini,  6 September 2017, iaitu tepat jam 3.00 petang sehingga hari esok, 3.00 petang 7 September 2017. Semua dijemput join.

Syarat-syaratnya :
  1. Follow blog, Add To Circle Google+ Mia Liana dan Like Fanpage
  2. Buat entri bertajuk Segmen 24 Jam Bloglist #27
  3. Copy coding yang telah disediakan dan paste kan ke dalam ruangan HTML dan Publish entri.
  4. Tinggalkan URL entri anda ke dalam ruangan komen INI
Senang dan mudah bukan?

10 blog yang bertuah akan dipilih oleh dan kepada yang terpilih nanti diminta agar memasukkan blog ke dalam bloglist mereka juga. Keputusan pemenang akan diumumkan pada 30 September 2017.

** jom support Mia Liana...

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Tuesday, September 5, 2017

It's Raining....

It's 2127 right now, just arrive home from 99speedmart buying some things for home and myself. I'm in my car outside the house. Decide to stay a little bit longer here even I'm hungry (wait ya my dear stomach, i will feed you). Need some time to calm down.

It's raining outside, exactly represent my emotion right now.

Tears, won't you come out?

I'm too broke
I'm too down
I want to cry but its stuck inside.

Its hurt. Really hurt.
But I've no power to do anything.
Exactly no power.

I cant help but every words he said keep running inside my head. It's heavy. I want to move on but shit man time doesn't heal me. Really suck.

Can anyone tell me how come people move on easily?
I need that power. I want to bleach and vanish my mind. Free from his words and memories. Everything.

Decided to temporary delete my Instagram. 
Really need to hibernate. 

God, help me.

Saturday, September 2, 2017

Everything Turns Out To Be Different.

I'm having Hari Raya Aidil Adha's break right now and this thought just come up everytime I bath my 2+ years old's niece. Taking care of this cute kid reminisces me a lot to the past. Since it's so often, I guess I should write it down.

Tengok my niece this small, teringat masa zaman aku kecil, around 12 years old, the stage of age where I get envy with the elders. I've a quite big age-gap with my older brother & sister, when I was in a primary school, they were already in a high school, so sometimes I got jealous with huge diff of discipline my parents treated us. (You know a child's mind) I got jealous when my life got control by my parents but they were not. I always got scold by a lot of things but they were not and easily got jealous with the things they can do while I can't. Life was really unfair. At that time, I thought that I'm an adopted child. (Hahaha, stupid thought. But I'm sure many of people facing this issue) My parents seem to love them more than me. (it's not trueeeeee)

Ya, undeniable, I sometimes thought bout to run from home. I used to cry myself at night. Hahaha ridiculous. At that time, I thought, it must be good to be a teenager right. And when I became a teenager, i got jealous when people EASILY got a BIG MONEY every month by work, having a car, and went to sight-seeing. I got jealous whenever my brother came home for semester break and he brought me a present and there was always a new electronic device in his bag. (Yes, I always dug into his bag, dont tell him hehe) Wow, it must be sooooo good to be an adult! It must be good to not going to school anymoreee and doing a ton of homework! It must be good to have money and never worried to buy whatever you want.

'Segmen Bloglist Oktober-Disember 2017 + Mini Giveaway Ciklapunyabelog [dot] blogspot [dot] my

Trying my luck.

Done follow Cikla except for twitter (dont have) & instagram. 
Baru je delete instagram (you can check my previous post). 

I wanna active back my blogspot so really hope the bloglist could help!
Kind of missed this calm world. hihiks
And i choose cardigan number 2!

Tag : FabulousCity & Kak Yong

Salam perkenalan cikla & bloggers 😊

Friday, September 1, 2017

Welcoming September! #MonthlyAdvise

Goodbye Mr. August! Here comes Miss September!

I gonna make a welcoming month entry, and give myself a pat at the back
to keep improve my life.

It's hard to calm myself down. Seriously.

1. Setiap orang ada cerita berbeza yang telah Dia tentukan dan kita harus percaya kalau kita tetap sabar dan berdoa, Dia akan tunjukkan jalan.

2. Happiness needs time. You have to deal with uncountable heartache to be able to be happy. So be patient.

3. Clear your mind. Strengthen your heart. Try to understand. Live your life.

4. Kadang-kadang mimpi yang kita kejar dan takdir yang menanti kita tak berada dalam satu garis yang sama. Itulah lumrah hidup. Redha.

5. Sama ada kita ada seseorang di sisi atau tidak, pada akhirnya, kita sendiri yang tetap perlu menjaga hati sendiri.

6. It's hurt to hope, but it's more hurt if you don't let it go.

Thursday, August 31, 2017

60 years of Merdeka

Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan yg ke 60 Malaysia.
Selamat berpuasa sunat Arafah for those yang puasa pada hari ini.
Selamat menunaikan Rukun Islam yang kelima for those yang berada di Mekah sekarang.
Dan Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha for all umat Islam.

.....and Malaysia, thanks for the extra public holiday on 4th!
Congratulation Malaysia for being the number one in Sukan Sea this year!

...and congratulation for me for still able to hike hahaha..

Bangkit bersama *love*

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

At The Clinic

Just let me write a post. I donow what else to doooooo. I wanna scream. I have been here at this clinic for almost 2 hoursssss. Ohmaigodd. I don't know which website more to browse. Done read a lot of blogs until reach my reading limit point, scrolling down an instagram and facebook until there's no more post that can attract my attention. Huargghhh. Really boring. It's not I donot want to accompany my mum. It's just aaaa please let me do somethingggg. The thing that i really hope exist in front of me right now is a laptop with wifi! I wanna finish my work. Everything is approaching the date-line and I still have a lot to finish. What a holiday -..-

Thirsty. Dry throat.

Why dont this clinic provides water? K fine everything costs money nowaday, at least selling water.

That nurse at the registration counter is so sweet. I like to see her face. Glowing.

And that child is so wild running around the clinic. I guess his behavior gonna annoy someone-people who sick or having a head-ache. But obviously not me. Coz I'm so heartless to care. 

Okay. Finally our nombor pop-up on the que screen.


Done assisting my mum saw the doctor, and he asked her to xray her chest.


At least 3hours of waiting earlier was not just 'okay, take your medicine and dont forget to eat it'.
Once the xray result came up, doc said it's weirddd. So he asked my mum for blood test check.
So now we are in front of the makmal counter waiting for the result.

3 hours ticking.......

Okay everything is done for today. Lets go home. And I need to come here again tomorrow pheww.

Lets eat mommy. Wish you get fully recover really fast!

Need to drive. Mommy is nagging like a heavy rain beside. =.=

Monday, August 28, 2017


When you cant give an excuse to finish up your works.

Currently on my break right now but I've ton of works.

Sunday, August 27, 2017

Instant Holiday With Elders.

Last week, on Saturday, my cousin had an engagement in Senawang, Negeri Sembilan. So, my big families came here all the way from Dungun on Friday. My younger brother & I went there on Saturday’s morning. It was raining cat and dog along the way from Pj-Cheras-Seremban-Senawang.

I was not participating much in the event because I was too drowned with my niece as she’s more attractive to me and I missed her so so so much!! Hihi. K actually I know nothing much bout the event. So after everything was done, we were separating again. My brother was going back to Neram, Irdina was crying so bad as she didnt want to leave me "Nak Mida, Nak Mida" Ohmaigod, my heart broke to pieces heard her loud crying voice and her tears keep falling down. Cant lie, my eyes were teary too. It was so saaaaadddddddddddd. My grandma, my mum and Kak were still there. So, I took them. I took them to a secret holiday. Hahaha. They knew nothing bout where are we going to go and to stay. From Seremban we flied back to Kuala Lumpur. I booked the hotel at the last minutes. Phewww lucky, there was a few left, but with the higher price *cryinggggggg*. And along the way, my grandma cant stop asking me bout where are we going to hahahaha just follow la nenek *smirk*

We arrived at 500pm and took a rest. At night my brother took us out for dinner. And to uptown Danau Kota. I want to show them the madness night of Kuala Lumpur, but hmm wrong choice I guess. They cant stay there for the long time. But still we arrived back to hotel at 12+am. Hahahahaha. Naughty grandchild. We never going out with this late right. Please excuse for this.

Nampak je singgah kedai cosmetik tapi padahal tengah cari minyak ubat urut kaki hihi

On the next day, we checkout at 9am and I took them to the SOGO.
I hoped I chose the best place this time. Hihi
The job for being youngest

Take your timeeeee

By 1pm, we were heading home. Since it's still early, I planned to make a stop at Kuantan with my brother's family to have dinner. But he's so lazy to get out.

haha. Anyway the short vacay was great. Lets make it again someday okay?

Friday, August 25, 2017

Wide Open.

You know what is the most annoying s*ckg thing to me?
When you are so tired and dream to sleep longer but you just cant. 
I always having this problem!! 

I slept at 1am last night and I currently on my red-cycle period, wishing to wake up at 8am.
But once my eyes are wide open at 6am, there's no more sleeping time. 
Dear eyes, sleeeppp sleeeppp. 
Dear mind, what are you messy thinking about? 
We have a lot things to do today at the office.
 Lets rest more while we've a chance. Ahh. Always.

Happy Friday btw! 
Cant wait for the long break and meet my family tomorrow! 

Wednesday, August 23, 2017

God, please bless me!

Look. What is that.

It's me, holding a cup of instant noodle outside of house. At Night.

It's 2236pm by now. Writing this with my back rests heavenly on bed (finaaaaallyyy), towel twists on my head and earphone stucks in my ears. River of tears by Alessandra Cara play in the background. For the thousand times i keep repeat that song today. I'm just finished enjoying 15 minutes of cold shower after coming home late from the office. My eyes are about to close.

I'm tired.

For the first time, i wish time could ticking slower during the office hour. This is so ridiculous for me. Short while ago, when I saw Keith walk passed me with the bag and ready to leave the office, I was wondering why he is going back too early. Then I tot 'oh maybe he has urgent'. And suddenly everyone was cleaning up the table and picking up their bag, I was like 'heyy waitt where are you guys going? Oh what? it's already 530pm??!'

For the God's sake, I still have a lot things to do. And for the first time being, i wish lets it be 3pm again.

Nobody ever wishes that okay!!

Actually, this month is the shortest working days i gonna have. I only work for 13 days instead of 23 days. Hehehehehehe. Had a week of MC, a day of EL, 2 days of public leave and gonna have 3 days of AL for Hari Raya Haji later. So all of my wooorrrrksssss have to be done before this Friday in which I've 3 days left.

So i need to sacrifice myself to stay back now.

Actually, the point I wanna highlight here is I'm so tired and i'm going to sleep now in a couple of minutes with the empty stomach again. So that instant noodle in the picture? I don't like instant noodle, and it has been a-very-long-time-ago since i ate it. I just bought it because i feel guilty to my stomach as I've nothing to offer. Yeah i wont eat it.  I'm a lil bit disappointed now because i promised myself i wont skip dinner anymore. But sleeping seem more delicious right now.



Damnnnn. Woke up at 3 and my stomach hurt again! 
Arghhhhh. Cant sleep!

Sunday, August 20, 2017

Thru your bad day....

I remembered the words that my late father said to me 5 years ago. At ward in hospital, right after he ended the call with my sister/brother. He said to me, "..orang yg sakit ni bukannya nok harapkan org datang ramai-ramai, mari bagi buah, tapi cukuplah kalau ada yang tanya khabar, anak-anak call cakap dengan ayoh setiap hari, bagi semangat, yang sakit pun tetiba boleh baik..." 

I remembered every single words that he said....

*cry silently*

...and now i can feel how he felt before. A small wish and dua from someone that can booster our spirit to get up and energize again. 

Thanks for your concern friends. I'm so touched. 
May Allah repays your kindness to me. 

Be thankful if you are having a bad day sometimes, 
because that's how Allah teaches us to appreciate a good day. 
Remember, a rainbow doesn't come without a rain. 
There's always a hidden blessing that we firget to notice.

Be patient and be kind Noni. 

Pretty Hell

....and moving on seem harder when the one you love moves faster than you.....

Allah created both day and night. If it's dark in your life right now, be patient. The sun always rises. And if it's light right now, be thankful. But know that the sun also set. Praise your Maker for both the night and the day, and know that He never sets...

Have Faith, Noni ❤

Weekend with Bestfriends

There are a lot of fun things we can do to cheer up yourself. We have many options to choose. We can go to kitchen and cook or bake (love this), we can hike or jog at peaceful park, we can talk to our mum until she get tired of our questions (always did this), we can watch a movie (tengok free online movie kat phone je heeeeeee), playing makeup (never did this), or if you feeling so exhausted, you can just choose to sleep.

I chose some yesterday. I chose to meet my friends who can cheering me up. I chose to be surround with the happy people. And to make my day feel so pretty, i doing all the stuffs started from the time i woke up with happy and blooming heart.  Woke up early, wore nice cloth, put some make-up, grabbed breakfast (it's special because I always skipped), sang loudly in a car and read more below :)

Life is pretty awesome when we (1)always remind ourself to be grateful, (2)counts our own blessings- without realizing, we  got too much blessing/things that we never asked for and (3)dont ever compare your life with others. Okay, dont believe me? Try to count your blessing now...can you? Ain't it too much? That's what I always scold (because I'm stubborn) to myself whatever i felt down. True, it's so hard to advise our ownselves. I try to be positive now (walaupun macam poyo ah ko) so lets just let me be in this vibe for a while and write what I wanna say. hahahaha. ( i just wanna read this again someday and wish I will grateful for the life)

Fetching up my best friend, Aniq at Shah Alam at 9AM

Finally I managed to come here!! 
I'm so excited to coome once saw my friend's post on Instagram about this exhibition. Its worth!
Pameran Barangan Tinggalan Rasulullah &Sahabat.
Gonna make a separate post about this exhibition.

Rushing to the girls' date.
Truth is, we regularly meet but we never getting bored with each other.
Updating our story to each other is a must.
I love you.

Happy Birthday Aniq!!
I'll make sure we gonna have a date again on my birthday!!

Movie time!
We watched Bad Genius.
And this movie was really-really a right choice (ehem, thanks to me) to us as it was about a student life, and we were really immersed to the story as we were in the same high school!
...and flashed back of our past in high school keep playing in my head...

Hahaha, i realized I got a nice feeling when trying new clothes at the mall eventho I didnt buy it.
I can try this again to release stress sometimes.
I liked this cloth but look, it's too short at in front.

And finally it's time for goodbye.
It was 5PM at that time and we kept dragging the time as we didnt want to apart.
Hahaha macam budak-budak.

I'm having fun by laughing with you guys. Thank youuuu
Till we meet again.

And I got some presents welcoming me at home!

Hahaha. Merahnyaa diaa hmm geramm.
Thanks for growing up well!

A key to be happy is always love what you do and try to do what you love.

I chose to spend my weekend with my besties,
so, how about you?