Sunday, September 22, 2013

Genap setahun

22 September.  Genap setahun.  Alfatihah untuk arwah ayah.  Setahun arwah pergi tinggalkan dunia. Tinggalkan anak bini. Moga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan org org yg beriman. Moga arwah tenang di sana.

I missed you ayah.  Totally missed you. Recently i repeatly termimpikan ayah. InsyaAllah moga doa terus dipanjatkan utk arwah. Moga doa dari seorang anak yg kerdil ini diterima Ilahi. For ol de things you've done to me, IA I'll never forget. Try jadi anak yg baik. Yg solehah. Yg dengar kata.

Moga berjumpa di alam sana yg penuh indah. Yg kekal selamanya. Alfatihah utk arwah.

I love you. Forever.

Saturday, September 21, 2013

Gain

I'm tired with this kind of situation. Oh ya Allah. Give me some strength. Even i dont like i hate and i hurt with dis situation, i hope i can handle it perfectly.

No any jealousy. No any dissapointed. No any anger and no any hateful feeling. Even there's a thing i regret i'm hurt. I just hope i can go through with it even wear a fake smile.  Go smooth everybody. Go happiness. go satisfication. I hope i hope i hope to Stay calm.

Saturday, September 7, 2013

sign


Why i am recently dreaming about death? 
Not for once,twice or triple time.
As i could remember it's more than that. 
It's a sign?
a sign for me to change. 

YA ALLAH forgive me. 
I'm to rude for not follow your rules :(

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

MEALs



So berapa bintang? 

Tetiap hari gigih je kakak aku ni buat western meal.
Macaroni salad. Butter cake. cheese cake. Love red velvet. pizza. spagetti. Choc chip cookies *coming soon* 
Amboi seronok betul orang ade duit ni kan. Laju je.

Tapi baguslah, untung jugak lah perut aku. Hihi. 



Tapi aku tak puas lagi makan spagetti aritu. tak cukup. And I want carbonara sauce!
*nak buat jumaat ni! tak kira!*