I should blog while I have some free time.

Assalamualaikum. Hi everyone! Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Maaf Zahir and Batin to those who knows me! Sincerely apologies for any of my wrong-doings. How's everyone doing? Hope everything is good and none of us is going to see the doctor due to the food poisoning or over-eating kaahh Because my stomach aches a little but I think it gonna be fine after I sleep later.

This year comes a less preparation from me. I didn't have a chance to help my mother cleaned up the house, buy ton of things for celebrating Raya (oh but I did a few things awal puasa aritu) because I went home at night of Hari Raya. Malam raya baru dapat balik woooiii haruuu betul. Menggelupur wei tunggu 430 petang hari Khamis tu nak balik. Ingatkan dapat lah halfday, tunggu tunggu hampehh hahahaha Syahdu je dengar takbir dalam kereta tapi takpe #sisredha seb baik ade kazen tetiba last minit nak tumpang takde lah nagis sedu sedu dalam kereta.

Sampai rumah around 11 malam. Sesampai terkejut tengok rumah tak macam raya pun penuh toys bergelimpangan atas lantai . huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #prayforme sebab for sure aku yang kena kemas -___________-  Balang kuih pun tak basuh lagi, rumah tak sapu hadoi. Geram sis taknak dah balik malam raya next year. The hidden thing was masa otw balik malam raya tu, aku terminum coffee. Sruppp sekali teguk nikmatnyaaa lahai, tapi lepas minum azab dia ya rabbi, tak dapat tidoooooooooooooooo T_T Sempat tido dua jam, lepas tu terjaga pukul 3 pagi terus takdapat nak lelap dah, terus bangun kemas rumah, basuh bekas, sapu lantai gosok baju sesedar dah subuh. Penat yang ampun tapi ada hikmah lah terminum coffee kalau tak rumah tak raya laaaaaaa

Cerita hari raya? Hmmm, takde yang beza sangat, hari first belah pagi celebrate kat rumah dengan family belah ayah. Sesalam and ambik gambar raya. It was so difficult to take a proper family photo. Sangat sangat susah sampaikan I need to raise my voice out high to make sure everyone gathers and paksa diorang to stay still just for a few minutes. Hadoii susoh bonar. And changg changggg, iols puas hati with the pictures! Tengahari sampai malam beraya dengan family belah mak pulak.

Second eid with family belah mak jugak and third rayaaaa, celebrating my bestie's E-day, Tahniaahh Hawa! So cantik okay!

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnn continue buat kuih for third batch.

I'm so happy to be home this year of eid because semua ahli members ada kat rumah. Yang paling meriah tahun ni dah ada 3 anak sedara. It was chaotic but I'm super duper happy to be with them. Tengok  lagak sorang sorang eiii geram nak usik kasi menagis hahahaha #alahaisayang

Ohh one more point nak tambah, raya tahun ni soalan #bilanakkawin tu ada lah jugak yang bertanya tapi soalan #kenapamakingemok lagi win! Hahahaha dasyat betul kali ni berat naik 4kilo, puasa puasa pun selera makan makin teruk. Mana tak naiknya, pukul 3 pagi merayap pergi makan nan cheese -___- sekarang dah gemok padan mukaa

Time fliessssss. Rasa macam ritu je baru mak wasep bagitau dah daftar nama nak pergi umrah. Rasa macam baru je ritu teman mak dengar kelas umrah. Andddddd today comes.

2 nights before, I was being such a spoiled and emotional daughter for feeling so so sad and cried so harddd. That night, before i took a bath i called her, but we just talked for a while because she had some stuff to do. So, i went bath and i was so emotional in the toilet, she is going to a long-far journey, she is going to Rumah Allah, dia nak jadi tetamu Allah, what is she doesnt going back? I've a mix feeling of being happy and scare. Right after that, I whatapp-ed her and and asked for her forgiveness. Idk why but my tears were falling down likes waterfall. I prayed with the teary eyes and runny nose. Maybe I was scared to let her off my guard. I wanted to accompany her so badly there, at Mekah and Madinah. I wanted to be there. I wanted to take care of her. I wanted to be the one who hold her hands. Ya Allah, please make this wish comes true.

So, today's morning, we (big family) went to the airport to send our beloveds. Mommy went there with her siblings. Hope they could help and look after for each other. Alhamdulillah things went smooth and well.

Mak, I feel so empty now coz I cant get reach to you for hours already. Semoga Allah jagakan mak untuk aku. Semoga Allah sihatkan tubuh badan mak. Semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya. Semoga selamat sampai n pulang ya family. Makkkkk, i missed you so much T.T

Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah.

My house's hall of fame has been completed now, with the four pictures of children Halimah and Abd Kadir, holded the scroll of education.

This is all, congratulations & thanks to you mak & ayah. I know we're not from rich family, even thru sick and pain, you're working hard on the day and night to pay our expenses. You strengthen your hearts to discpline us just to make sure we're becoming the good one, eventhou your hearts were hurt seeing us cry. Because you knew, that was for the best.

These are all we could pay right now, and I promise to be better. Thanks to you parents for guiding and lead us to the right path.

I'm missing my daddy so much now. And i know he'll be crying seeing the pictures of his children all holding the scroll.

I know, we'll never able to repay all of your sacrifications, but we promise to make our life better.

I love you mom & dad.

Congratulations again to my younger brother! You made it! You made it through your hardship and you should be proud! Be better and make a better life! I wish you can achieve your dreams in whatever thing you might do, and be a good child to the family ❤❤❤❤❤❤

Love.

RESIDENT SILK HOMESTAY REVIEW

Hai Assalamualaikum,

Kalau korang read this entry sebab nak cari a place to rent. Yes, please, continue to read.

Bukan senang nak cari tempat bermalam yang selesa, bersih, tenang, rilek rilek tetengah bandar kan.

Disebabkan aku datang satu family, so aku prefer homestay/apartment untuk sewa sebab memang selesa ada peti ais dapur, living room semua. Plus aku memang cari tempat yang ada pool sebab nak add family bonding.

Aku tak biasa buat review, tapi honestly aku rasa homestay yang aku sewa ni, should receive a special credit from me :)

Tujuan aku sewa homestay ni adalah sebab nak g konvo adik aku kat PICC Putrajaya. Dari homestay ni ke PICC - 30 minutes kalau smooth. Semua homestay kat Putrajaya mahei mahei and tak berbaloi. Kalau korang nak attend konvo kat UKM, aku rasa homestay ni pun takde lah jauh sangat pun. Balakong - Bangi.

Aku 6 dewasa + 2 children.

-Homestay ni ade 3 bilik tidur + 2 bilik air.

-Wifi, gym, sauna, small playround included.

-Infinity pool view.

-Permandangan view dari bilik layan habis.

-Easy access to everywhere - eg : AEONS/7eleven, The Mines.

-Current Price : RM230 (Weekday only). Weekend aku tak ingat.

-Home condition - Tip Top

-Contact Number : Hafiz 0129455562

Last week, on Saturday, my cousin had an engagement in Senawang, Negeri Sembilan. So, my big families came here all the way from Dungun on Friday. My younger brother & I went there on Saturday’s morning. It was raining cat and dog along the way from Pj-Cheras-Seremban-Senawang.

I was not participating much in the event because I was too drowned with my niece as she’s more attractive to me and I missed her so so so much!! Hihi. K actually I know nothing much bout the event. So after everything was done, we were separating again. My brother was going back to Neram, Irdina was crying so bad as she didnt want to leave me "Nak Mida, Nak Mida" Ohmaigod, my heart broke to pieces heard her loud crying voice and her tears keep falling down. Cant lie, my eyes were teary too. It was so saaaaadddddddddddd. My grandma, my mum and Kak were still there. So, I took them. I took them to a secret holiday. Hahaha. They knew nothing bout where are we going to go and to stay. From Seremban we flied back to Kuala Lumpur. I booked the hotel at the last minutes. Phewww lucky, there was a few left, but with the higher price *cryinggggggg*. And along the way, my grandma cant stop asking me bout where are we going to hahahaha just follow la nenek *smirk*

We arrived at 500pm and took a rest. At night my brother took us out for dinner. And to uptown Danau Kota. I want to show them the madness night of Kuala Lumpur, but hmm wrong choice I guess. They cant stay there for the long time. But still we arrived back to hotel at 12+am. Hahahahaha. Naughty grandchild. We never going out with this late right. Please excuse for this.

On the next day, we checkout at 9am and I took them to the SOGO.
I hoped I chose the best place this time. Hihi

By 1pm, we were heading home. Since it's still early, I planned to make a stop at Kuantan with my brother's family to have dinner. But he's so lazy to get out.

Wow look at the title again. Hahahaha. Its tickle my heart and make me wanna burst my laugh out loud but I need to keep quiet as baby Aisyah is sleeping a few metres from me now. But seriously that title just come up after being more than 2 years of auntie? Weeeellll, the mood just come out when i'm holding my youngest niece (not even pass her 40-days) just now, indirectly make me feel so lovely & drag me to write this post besides i never write anything bout my baby-fruits so lets me start with this one post before i get total 7 of them playing loudly around the house.

Currently, i've two nieces. One from my brother and one from my sister.

My oldest niece, Khadijah Nur Irdina was born 2 and half years ago. Ain't her name is so pwetty? Silently admit, I'm not into baby/toddler for the past time being, but once Irdina was born, Masha Allah i suddenly admire all babies around the world. The love is blooming just like that. I keep asking for Irdina's photo for everyday and i wont care if her parents feel annoyed for that hehehe. Everything she does is so cute and adorable. I could stare long at her photo, even make her photo as my phone's wallpaper! and dont get bored to watch over and over her videos. Honestly, half of my phone's memory now is full with her charms. All my love suddenly goes straight to her. Everytime we meet, i will quickly take her away from her parents unless she is fall asleep or crying bad. And dont worry she doesn't hesitate to come over me because she loves me hard too. Hikhiks

Thats not yet include when i go to the mall or even to the supermarket, everytime my eyes catch a cute's baby things, i cant stop dragging my legs to not step closer to the store. Seriously a new-auntie-being syndrome. I feel like wanna buy all of that beautiful dress to her and I guess i spent more money buying Irdina's clothes than mine. Why doess all the baby dresses look so cuteeeee. But it's kind of satisfaction everytime seeing my niece keep wearing my gift.

And my second niece's name is Aisyah Sakinah. My mum gave her first name. Ain't its beautiful? Aisyah & Khadijah. Both of Rasullullah SAW's beautiful wives' name. Hope their names will resemble with their akhlak.

I never been along longer with any pregnancy woman before this. My sister is the first one. I never witness the woman's struggle of 9 months pregnancy. And watching my sister went thru a lot really open my eyes, it's not easy dushh. My sister puke until her baby turning 9 months in stomach T_T. I'm not that strongggggg. But i'm sure everytime she watches her daughter now her yesterday's suffers were really worth.

Dear Khadijah & Aisyah,

Thanks for coming into Umida's life. I feel so warmth. Keep on cheerish to your small family. Umida wishes you can grow up so well, good, healthy and intelligence.

Umida cant concentrate to write longer, Nenek dah bising suruh Mida solat thehehe

I love you both ❤