Saturday, June 28, 2014

I believe.

I believe everything happened for a reason. I believe Allah is always there for me. I believe all the hard times I went through are the tests from Allah. So that I could be the better one. Better from what I was yesterday. I believe all the hardship I went through are to ensure I can smile for tomorrow. I believe in Allah.

But I admitted, 
Sometimes it's hard to me, for many times I felt lost and down, because I donow what was really going to happened.  I was so fear in many things. 

Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one.

Ya Allah, helps me struggle with the evil in my heart. 
I dont know nowadays I likely to feel disappointed. Toward many things.
I disappointed when people are easily judge me. When you did a mistake then people blamed on you like a year like you never did a good. I honestly cant understand. People tend to see a bad side rather than a good one. Nevermind. May Allah bless.   

Sometimes Allah SWT takes everything 
from you so that you may turn to HIM.

And sometimes Allah SWT places 
certain people who let you down in 
your life to teach you that you should 
never depend on anyone but HIM.

Allah SWT will never let you down.

Oh Allah, lift my heart, relieve my burdens, and make me of those who put their full trust in You for all of their affairs.

Wednesday, June 18, 2014


Fuhh. First time rase macam senior dalam university. First time rase macam yang dalam drama-drama biase tunjuk. Kau study dalam library pastu ade adik adik tegur. Dah la tak kenal. eh, akak, kos mane, dari mane, borak pot pet pot pet dah ah dalam libraryy. Tapi terbalik lah, biasenya yang junior tu perempuan tapi ni lelaki pulak. haha. Thanks to you sebab buat aku rase macam jadi "akak" at this university. For being able to tell that I'm in final year. Pastu when you ask me an educational question, i feel like, haa, meh sini akak nak tolong. Kahkah. 

Till we meet again adik yang peramah yang akak taktau nama ape.
moga belajar molek2 :)

Okay dah dah. Fokus final year writing. 
tadi hebak sangat cakap final year student alih alih nak buat kerja malas. Huwaaaaaaaaaaaa

Buat kerja cepat cepat pastu kita balik cepat cepat. boleh puasa lama-lama kat rumahh.
Yeaaaaaaayyy tazabaaarrrr! 

P/s: awak awak awak taknak ajak saye bukak puase sekali ke? hurm. 

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

A month left

Sometimes, we need to be hurt in order to grow. We must lose in order to gain. Sometimes, some lessons are learned best through pain.

Learning from failure. 

Sunday, June 8, 2014


Just a photo that will describe one of my experience. I never had a chance to watch football's live match except at house. So, now I can tell myself ohh actually this is how it felt watching the match with the other crowded people. Happening.

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Sunday, June 1, 2014

Dont lose FaiTH

Allah is Al-Latif . 
HE helps us in a way we never have expected. 
HE helps us in a situation we don't even know we are in danger. 
Most of the times, the test and the sadness 
we feel are the feelings that going to make our heart stronger and wiser. 
Allah is all-knowing, Just because it doesn't go your way, 
doesn't mean it will never get better. 
Allah has convinced us in surah albaqarah verse 216 that 
things we hate might be the best for us and things we love could be bad for us. 

Have faith. 

If everything goes according to what we want it to be , 
life won't be that interesting. 
Heart won't be stronger, we won't be braver to stand up 
for ourselves and we won't be able to appreciate and be appreciated. 

So, whatever comes to you. 
Tell yourself, you're gonna be alright. 
Never leave your solah. 
Remember Allah, Allah will remember you. 
And believe me to believe and remind yourself, 
"Whatever test comes to me right now. It might be the kaffarah of my sins". 
Alhamdulillah and i accept it with all my heart 
if i get punished in this world instead of in akhirah. 

May this become a test that going to make me learn better. 
Give me strength ya Rabb."