Again, a month passed without realized. Fuhh fuhhh macam angin lalu sedar sedar dah 31 October. Hmm, 31 Oktober, Happy Birthday Daddy!!

A lot things happened in October, but i need to stick with the rule, list only 5 things, otherwise there will be only one summary post in every month :D

1. Mommy is staying here. (+Family Vacation)
I didnt have to balik kampung this month as my mom was staying here at my sister's house being a nanny to her spoil granddaughter. And I became a clingy daughter went there many times. 

2. Increment didnt turn out well.

....and my manager asked me when we were together in the room, "Aren't you happy?" "Yes, but this is not what I expected...I hope for more" I replied bravely, really cant hide my true inside feeling. I think my sacrification here should have a full stop. Ya Allah, help me for the better job!

3. Major Service to My Baby

I used a lot of money this month. But seriously, car's maintenance is higher than my body's need! But ya, no choice. I still need to change later to battery now asThank youly sounds bad. So bad. 

4. Finally I passed to donate my blood again!

Hahahaha, should i mention this? After i got positive dengue last year, finally this month, exactly a year, i passed to donate again! The needle was so big and scary. Many people refuse to do this, but nahh idk, i volunteered myself. I just like to challenge myself doing things i scare.

I need to capture this picture so that I can get the free gift.

5. Help me to decide!

My friends are inviting me to go holiday to Jogjakarta, which i budget will cost me around RM1.5k and even more- ya, i know myself well. I went to Phuket before with them. It's in April next year and I have to renew my car's insurance & roadtax on June. I keep thinking bout this for the very very long. For a poor like me, hahaha, 1.5k seem too big but experience is more expensive. Opportunity doesn't come twice.....but my mind keep remind me "measure your cloth with your own body". Is it okay if I don't follow right? Because if i suffer later to pay my expenses, nobody will help me right? *pat pat my back* :)

Wow the entry language is so so bad. I didnt manage to write well this time. I will improve again next time!

Till then. Thankbyou October! 

Hi Hello October! Alhamdulillah, I’m still breathing and so are you! Be good and always do good Noni! It’s 1030pm by now, a first day in new month of October and today was a super fun Sunday and now I’m lying down on my bed putting mask on my face writing up this post. Internally, I’m happy. -except to accept the fact tomorrow is Monday. Lazyyyy

I was doing well in September, no excessive tears, no accident, not get beaten, no bleeding, and looking forward to do better in October! Lets be good. *shaking hands* A lot of exciting things gonna be happen this month. Hopefully! My weekends schedule is fully planned. Lets see...Mommy is coming over for a few days tomorrow, Wina is getting married with her prince, a getaway plan with my girls, my younger brother’s convocation etc etc weheeeee gonna having fun and oh i just remember one more thing! and....it’s time for a major service to my baby. Moneyy moneyyyy where are youuu come to me please! 

 💗 Have Faith. Let your heart trust Allah alone to take care of the things you cannot understand.

 Hi October, I wish for something miracle and lets be good to each other. *Hugggggs*

 Till then. Love you. 

1. Took an SPA online exam.
Idk my application form is still active. It was 2 years ago since my last updated. Sitting for this exam remind me well to the high school. My fav subject is always math but answering the questions again that night really make me very disappointed because i realized i forgot a lot of things! Mean median mode, speed, distribution, probability. Those are my fav! Wuu *crying a bucket*.

I aware that a hundred thousand people were sitting for this exam, so im not really putting a high hope. Anyway, goodluck for everyone! ;)

2. Having a joyful trip
Finally we did it! The trip was successful! We were touring back to ours degree's days and we were so happy. Two days and one night in Jengka. Pay a visited to elephant too! Hahaha. It was so fun to spend my time with my cheerful friends.

3. Lost 2kilos weight.
I was smiling brightly for a few dayssssss. Ya, i know, it's just 2kilos. Not a big deal for many people who can lose their weight easily. But for meeeeeeee, it took me several years to hear this news and i was celebrating it by a bucket of good foodssss as I was really in a good mood. And i guess i already gain 3kilos back. Hahahaha childish.


4. Spending time with BFF
My life wont be complete without you. Eventho it was just for a day, but we spent it fullfillness. I'm happy with the good food. (Wayang, picnic n shell out - gonna blog it soon)


5. 22 September. 
The date that i will never forget. It has been exactly 5 years since the last day i looked at my dad, since the day i kissed on his forehead. Rewind back to 5 years ago, and everything is still fresh in my head. Everything that was happened in 22 September, 5 years ago. I missed you dad. I missed you so much.

I've a lot more to tell. But stick to the rule, pick only 5 things, otherwise the post is meaningless as I will write a month journey story in one post. Hahaha.

Wish everyone a great day in October! 

Goodbye Mr. August! Here comes Miss September!

I gonna make a welcoming month entry, and give myself a pat at the back

to keep improve my life.

It's hard to calm myself down. Seriously.

1. Setiap orang ada cerita berbeza yang telah Dia tentukan dan kita harus percaya kalau kita tetap sabar dan berdoa, Dia akan tunjukkan jalan.

2. Happiness needs time. You have to deal with uncountable heartache to be able to be happy. So be patient.

3. Clear your mind. Strengthen your heart. Try to understand. Live your life.

4. Kadang-kadang mimpi yang kita kejar dan takdir yang menanti kita tak berada dalam satu garis yang sama. Itulah lumrah hidup. Redha.

5. Sama ada kita ada seseorang di sisi atau tidak, pada akhirnya, kita sendiri yang tetap perlu menjaga hati sendiri.

6. It's hurt to hope, but it's more hurt if you don't let it go.