2017 gonna leave me by the next hour! I'm currently at my sister's house, helping her  to look after of her daughter. I just realized that I was here too exactly a year ago! Watching the fireworks from the window. Last year, I was here looking after my sister as she was having a really bad morning sickness and now a year passed, she is blessed with 6 months of a daughter 🌼

If you ask me how my 2017 was, and if I recap it for a flash, I could say that my 2017 was terrible because the first thing that popped up in my mind is my heartbreak phase. I still can remember the nightsssssss that I cried to sleep and the daysssss that I prisoned myself in the room with tears.

But if I drop that parts from my memory, actually, I could see a lots more of beautiful wonderful thingsss and memories I had make throughout 2017. The year that had taught me a lot of lessons. I couldn't remember it all but lets me try.....

I learnt how to wake up again after the storm. I learnt to not trust someone so much eventhou you loved him over of your soul, it's wrong. It was not easy especially when you was alone, my mind tends to zone out so frequently. Thanks to my friends who never tired to help me out. I got a passport! For the first I traveled out of Malaysia to Phuket & Krabi. It was a very good experience and memory ❤ I was an Uber Driver! Hahahaha dont laugh! I still cant believe it how I have a nut to do it.  But it was really an experience you cant buy. It was so challenging and I was so scared too to have a stranger in my car. People were thanks to me after the ride, there are one who got mad at me because I was turning the wrong way and I didnt get the full payment from him. But nevermind. I wish I could do it again one day.

I went to many trips with my friends, I had a family holiday!,  I had a very long birthday celebration, I did a lot of things that I love, I got a new niece, Missed you Aisyah! I got increment,  I won a lucky draw in blog contest, a few lots more of things that make me grateful even more. Oh ya, the one that I thankful is, I'm writing again at this site! I hope I write more in 2018. Inshaallah.

Okay it's midnight by now and I can hear a loud crowd of people outside counting three two one and bam bammm fireworks! Unfortunately, no fireworks for me 🎉  Aisyah is waking up because of the loudy sound. Can you stop it please? Alhamdulillah for a past year. A year that taught me a tough journey. A year of sorrow yet blessing, a year of betraying, people leaving but nevermind. I believe in Allah, have faith that He has a better plan for me.

PERAK, HERE WE COME!!

Finallyyyyyy the day comessss. 15 December 2017 ♡

So last week my friends and I went to Bota, Perak to celebrate our friend, Izaty's solemnization. We went there by 2 cars with 3 : 3. Majlis akad nikah dia Jumaat petang, so Jumaat pagi lepas pick-up semua yang berkenaan around 830AM kiteorang start gerak dari Selangor. Slow traffic, stop here and stop there, around 1 petang weols sampai kat rumah tumpangan, (Sri Iskandar).

Berehat bersiap solat mandi, everyone take a nap (except me - blame the Coffee), around 430PM kiteorang gerak pergi Bota. Alhamdulillah, get there before they tied the knot.

Dengan 2 kali lafaz, Alhamdulillah, they finally became husband & wife! Tahniah Zaty & Hafeez ❤

"My Wish"

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window
If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you’re out there gettin’ where you’re gettin’ to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you
And the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
Oh, you find God’s grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

[Chorus x2]

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

And the funny part is lepas dia sent aku lagu sweet ni, dia hantar satu lagi lagu, tapi lagu sedih

-_______________-

Hahaha. Thank youuuu Syira ❤

I rarely take coffee. But when I did, it hits me hard. Usually, when I am driving for a long road, I'll drink one can of Wonda Coffee per day (sometimes two :)). I dont relieve it before, somehow it becomes  addicted.

Like this time, I am at Bota, Perak right now, 730am in the morning, lying on the bed, as everyone is falling asleep after subuh, I'm the only one who is still awake. Eyes wide open! Yesterday, I woke up at 6 AM and drove alone from PJ-Shah Alam-Bota and at night we were chilling at Bandar Ipoh till 1130PM. Even with the gap of 1-3pm, when everyone was able to take a nap but I was also the only one who didn't. Blame the Nescafe.

Other times, I've tried to drink coffee at office and end up I was stay awake till 2AM. And went to the office for the next day like a zombie. I regretted a lot later. But why Wonda Coffee is so good which I cant resist to say No. Nescafe (or it's just Wonda coffee?) always hits me hard, everytime I drank it., I were never ever be able to sleep before 12 even when I put my myself on idle mood and eyes closed, I couldnt fall asleep even had time I need to wear earphone listen to soft music or dhikir to pat myself to sleep. Swear to you, it's so damn hard.

Still a long day to go today and I really wish I can stay energize. *switch on the korean drama*

Time fliessssss. Rasa macam ritu je baru mak wasep bagitau dah daftar nama nak pergi umrah. Rasa macam baru je ritu teman mak dengar kelas umrah. Andddddd today comes.

2 nights before, I was being such a spoiled and emotional daughter for feeling so so sad and cried so harddd. That night, before i took a bath i called her, but we just talked for a while because she had some stuff to do. So, i went bath and i was so emotional in the toilet, she is going to a long-far journey, she is going to Rumah Allah, dia nak jadi tetamu Allah, what is she doesnt going back? I've a mix feeling of being happy and scare. Right after that, I whatapp-ed her and and asked for her forgiveness. Idk why but my tears were falling down likes waterfall. I prayed with the teary eyes and runny nose. Maybe I was scared to let her off my guard. I wanted to accompany her so badly there, at Mekah and Madinah. I wanted to be there. I wanted to take care of her. I wanted to be the one who hold her hands. Ya Allah, please make this wish comes true.

So, today's morning, we (big family) went to the airport to send our beloveds. Mommy went there with her siblings. Hope they could help and look after for each other. Alhamdulillah things went smooth and well.

Mak, I feel so empty now coz I cant get reach to you for hours already. Semoga Allah jagakan mak untuk aku. Semoga Allah sihatkan tubuh badan mak. Semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya. Semoga selamat sampai n pulang ya family. Makkkkk, i missed you so much T.T

Finally, i got a chance to go to the Big Bad Wolf book fair this year. The books were so cheap, half and above the discounts. I was so shocked seeing everyone pulled a full of trolley with the books. Each of them bought a lot of books. A LOT! Are you really read all of the books you brought?? So amazing. You have my respect.

Actually what's the meaning of BBW? I'm still wondering hmmhmm. Can anyone xplain?

I went there with Ain. And this is what I got for myself.

Actually, before went there, I had listed & reviewed some interesting books to buy but unfortunately, they were not there! I'm so frustrating but I hope these books are interesting to read!

Till then. I hope I can finish reading these.

Tulis post ni sambil teringat rasa lemak lemak manis buah durian dalam mulut, bau durian kat hidung perghhh.

It has been almost year (or more?) since i ate durian. Lama gila craving nak makan durian, dua tiga kali musim durian passed tapi still aku tak dapat durian. Tak pandai nak beli sendiri selama ni arwah ayah yg beli. 5 tahun dah ayah takde........

Aku balik kampung aritu memang nakk sangat makan durian, tapi semua cakap durian mahal durian mahal makan kat kuala lumpur je laaa. Tapi hakikatnya diorang ingat aku pandai ke beli durian?

Kene tipu harga pun aku iya kan je nanti.

So, disebabkan aku tak pandai nak beli durian, hahaha and aku rasa harga makan buffet RM50 per head ni sangat berbaloii walaupun yee aku tahu agak mahal, tapi lantaklah aku dah bertahun tak makan durian nii. Kalau kira kilo, dia etak RM25/kilo.

Aku pergi makan dekat Durian SS2 sebab tempat ni just around the corner dari rumah aku. Pekerja dia sangat peramah and service tiptop. Kau datang duduk je, terus dia serve. Aku datang berdua aje.

Seminit lepas duduk, ni hasil dia hamparkan atas meja aku. Terkejut Hahahaha mampu gelak jee.

Yang isi warna kuning kuning tu sedap gila. Tapi yang peliknya hmmm, bila aku mintak topup lagi durian isi yang kuning ni, diorang cakap dah habis. 3x aku mintak. 3x jugak dia cakap dah habis dik tinggal yang isi pucat-pucat tu je. Pastu bila aku tengok orang yang baru masuk nak makan, ade pulak dia bagi yang isi kuning ni. Aku rasa buah durian yang mahal tu diorang terhad kan.

Agak geram lah jugak, tapi takpelah, perut aku pun dah takleh nak sumbat dah.

Okay, mengidam durian dah habis. Tak makan setahun pun takpe dah hiikks ❋

Good Nite!

Do this blog still has an owner? Yaaaa Im wondering too.

I missed this site.

Manual cendawan goreng to myself.

Cendawan goreng pun nak ade resepi kee hahaha lantaklaaah.

Last week was the 4th attempts I made Cendawan Goreng. It went well! I need to jot down the manual here for my reference again next time! Wont repeat the mistake again.

Cendawan Goreng. It looks easy right? As easy as its name. Take mushroom and fry. Done and eat!

I tried goreng cendawan for the first time before, but it went bad (wet, too oily). So i tried again for the second time. And it went well! So good. And after a lonnngggggg time i tried again for the third time, but I got confuse how was i did it. I got confuse between the 1st attempt and 2nd attempts. And it went bad again. The taste was good. I finished it all but the texture was thumb down.

And after succeed this 4 attempt, lets me use this space so that next time I do not have to google it anywhere and repeat the mistake again. Two failed times making was because i made it like goreng pisang. Pour the water into the flour. Which is wrong guys (i took the recipe from internet)

What you need :

🐋 Tepung Ayam. (Spicy/ori)
🐋 Cendawan
🐋 Telur.

   ❤Prepare 3 separate bowls for mushroom, flour and egg. Tossed dry the mushroom from water.
❤ Heat the oil until the oil is very hot.
❤Take mushroom and dip in the egg and then flour and fry it in the oil.
❤Make sure the flour is dry.

Tik tok tik tokk

The clock was ticking slowly to 12AM entering 17November. I wish I could wait to wish a happy birthday to myself but my eyes was so heavy to stay awake. The last time I checked on the clock was 1140PM then after that I just threw my phone away and closed my eyes. Dozed off.

17November.

I woke up with a bright mood! Today is my birthday! Eventho no one would cheer me up today, I promised myself I would. I will give myself a beautiful day to be remember. I want today be such a good memory. I checked on my phone and mommy was the first one who wished me a blessful birthday wish! Love you mum to the moon and its back! 

Frankly speaking, TWENTY FIVE is such a big number for me.

I'm not ready and never will be.

And I wish I could turn back time.

It was Friday and I went to the office expecting nothing, plus no one knew my birthdate. Surprising, after the stand up meeting, Mima told people to sing me a happy birthday song. I was so shy. Hey peolpe can you just whisper to my ears instead of shout it out? Huhu. But actually it was so heart warming. After that I keep receiving wishes from my friends virtually and thru my phone.

In the evening, a few minutes before the office hour ended, my collagues made me this surprise :


Honestly i'm so touched. Thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

It's 1045pm by now and I'm just getting home from driving to nowhere. Intentionally, i was planning to follow up my fever at the clinic but i canceled the plan since the clinic was too crowd with the patients.

...

I tot i'm strong. But i guess I'm not anymore.

Last Sunday, i slept at my sister's house and woke up in the morming with the dizzy head and hot body. Out of the blue. I ignored the signs because helloo come onnn girl im strongg. Cold wont caught me. I gonna fight this fever.

(My boss just got admitted to hospital due to Influenza)

But phewww my energy suddenly dropped down and my head was too dizzy both to stand still nor lay down. I felt so guilty as i had to linger around my niece with my bad condition. I still need to help my sister looking after her daughter while she had stuff to settle. So, in the late of evening, after everything was done, i drove back slowly to PJ.

I tried to stay strong and fight back but i can feel my body's heat too much, my back had pain, and the weird this was, i was shivering cold under the blanket. Force myself to sleep. The only thing that i was thinking everytime i need to sleep with fever or pain is my sins. I always felt like i gonna die during this period. What if I slept and never got to wake up again tomorrow?? I regretted my sins but later i know i will repeat again once. Hooman.

Oh i got 2days of MC. I need to come again for check up if my fever is not going down. Today is my 3rd day since the fever and my body's temperature is going better. But, why my head is still dizzy?....it's really really dizzy. Was it because of blood donation? Or the meat that i ate a night before? Or maybe because i didnt eat well?

My last post is about trying something new. And coincidentally, this post also is about new thing.

Learning New Thing!

You know what? Hahaha it tickles my heart just to think about it.

This morning, I'm about to drive my car to the service center. I booked an appointment yesterday to change my car's battery as it's really in a low power. So, on 820AM, I started on my car. But, unfortunately!! the car was sulking. It didnt want to be alive. The sound of engine was so so bad. My body went cold. Please dont make trouble. Please dont make trouble baby. Who should I call first? I tried to reach PJ service center that I booked  for appointment yesterday, in case they can fetch me up from home, but unfortunately, no answer. I tried my luck to get an assist from Perodua service center, and they asked me to tow my car but I need to stay free till they're arrive. No! I cant! I have final delivery today! No EL. And the shocking thing is, the towing cost is RM100+, even tho my house to the PJ service center is only around the corner! I called becasuse I tot it might be free, but teeettt I'm wrong. Hahaha. Most of my housemates already left to work. Only one more car left at the parking lot! Kak Sue! I went upstairs and woke her up. Sorrryyyy Kak Sueeee. I've no other choice. And Alhamdulillah, she managed to help me out! 

Hi alls. Assalamualikum.

I used to told people and myself the quote of, "the first time doing is the best feeling ever.." Like people say how you cant forget your first love. Eheemm other people say okay, obviously not me. Hahaha. Like how the first time you ride the bicycle, drive a car, trying snorkelling, tasting a new menu etc etc, for me it's always...the first time doing is the best thing ever. And the first time doing also will decide whether you like or dislike the thing and whether you wanna go on or give up on thing. Dont believe me? Okay lets me test you, when you try to eat wasabi for the time, will you continue?

So, this time what I'm gonna share is about my first time too. The first time jumping from the 5meter height into the water.

If you gonna come to Tadom, here is my tips, come on weekdays and bring your own lunchbox. And plus, come with a big group members for example 5 to 7 peoples so that you can conquer the area and it's really really fun to spend time together. Really can enhance ur friendship's bond. (because we're helping each others!)

So, back to my first time story, for this time being, i thought it was so easy to jump from a height platform to the water/pool. I remembered watch one episode of Running Man in which they have to jump in the pool and how easy I labeled Haha & Jaesuk as a coward for being so so so scared to jump. They took more than 30minutes walked back and forth, climbed the stair up and down before jump. It looked so easy from my eyes. But noww once i experience it, hollyyyy shittt! Hahahahaha i respect to whoever has been jump!

Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah.

My house's hall of fame has been completed now, with the four pictures of children Halimah and Abd Kadir, holded the scroll of education.

This is all, congratulations & thanks to you mak & ayah. I know we're not from rich family, even thru sick and pain, you're working hard on the day and night to pay our expenses. You strengthen your hearts to discpline us just to make sure we're becoming the good one, eventhou your hearts were hurt seeing us cry. Because you knew, that was for the best.

These are all we could pay right now, and I promise to be better. Thanks to you parents for guiding and lead us to the right path.

I'm missing my daddy so much now. And i know he'll be crying seeing the pictures of his children all holding the scroll.

I know, we'll never able to repay all of your sacrifications, but we promise to make our life better.

I love you mom & dad.

Congratulations again to my younger brother! You made it! You made it through your hardship and you should be proud! Be better and make a better life! I wish you can achieve your dreams in whatever thing you might do, and be a good child to the family ❤❤❤❤❤❤

Love.

When I was a kid, November used to be my fav month & the month that I've been waiting for since January appears at beginning of every year. You know, November WAS a indicator finally my a-year-school comes to the end! Finally school ends! No more homeworks! (Yeahh, I'm not really a school lover back then). Besides, November is a month of raining, where at my place, (pntai timur), it will be raining all the day and I got to be lazy watching televisyen, or play with water and catching fish. Ohh I missed my childhood.

November is still being one of my fav month, but the reasons have been changed. I'm not a student anymore, so there is no more waiting November comes for hoping great long-holiday doing fun stuffs anymore. Back years then, I was waiting for November to come with a bright heart, but now, i feel so screw up when November comes. It was like, Ohh Really?? A year has been passed? Again? Am I aging? One number added to my age! Ok, thats suck. I dont want to grow up. November comes, and a year gonna comes to the end again but why I still remembered how we celebrated my birthday last year? Pheewww time really flies.

Okayy dropp all the subject!

Hello November 2017! Kindly be nice to each other okay ><

Here is my chosen quote for November ;

"We focus on everyone else's blessings but we forget our own.
Then we wonder why we are unhappy,
it's because we are not appreciative of what
Allah has given us. Allah blesses everyone differently, Alhamdulillah.
With patience and prayer, Allah will give you what
you want and more than you ask for..."

And look what I got for my next book!

Fighthingggggggggggggggg!!!!

Again, a month passed without realized. Fuhh fuhhh macam angin lalu sedar sedar dah 31 October. Hmm, 31 Oktober, Happy Birthday Daddy!!

A lot things happened in October, but i need to stick with the rule, list only 5 things, otherwise there will be only one summary post in every month :D

1. Mommy is staying here. (+Family Vacation)
I didnt have to balik kampung this month as my mom was staying here at my sister's house being a nanny to her spoil granddaughter. And I became a clingy daughter went there many times. 

2. Increment didnt turn out well.

....and my manager asked me when we were together in the room, "Aren't you happy?" "Yes, but this is not what I expected...I hope for more" I replied bravely, really cant hide my true inside feeling. I think my sacrification here should have a full stop. Ya Allah, help me for the better job!

3. Major Service to My Baby

I used a lot of money this month. But seriously, car's maintenance is higher than my body's need! But ya, no choice. I still need to change later to battery now asThank youly sounds bad. So bad. 

4. Finally I passed to donate my blood again!

Hahahaha, should i mention this? After i got positive dengue last year, finally this month, exactly a year, i passed to donate again! The needle was so big and scary. Many people refuse to do this, but nahh idk, i volunteered myself. I just like to challenge myself doing things i scare.

I need to capture this picture so that I can get the free gift.

5. Help me to decide!

My friends are inviting me to go holiday to Jogjakarta, which i budget will cost me around RM1.5k and even more- ya, i know myself well. I went to Phuket before with them. It's in April next year and I have to renew my car's insurance & roadtax on June. I keep thinking bout this for the very very long. For a poor like me, hahaha, 1.5k seem too big but experience is more expensive. Opportunity doesn't come twice.....but my mind keep remind me "measure your cloth with your own body". Is it okay if I don't follow right? Because if i suffer later to pay my expenses, nobody will help me right? *pat pat my back* :)

Wow the entry language is so so bad. I didnt manage to write well this time. I will improve again next time!

Till then. Thankbyou October! 

RESIDENT SILK HOMESTAY REVIEW

Hai Assalamualaikum,

Kalau korang read this entry sebab nak cari a place to rent. Yes, please, continue to read.

Bukan senang nak cari tempat bermalam yang selesa, bersih, tenang, rilek rilek tetengah bandar kan.

Disebabkan aku datang satu family, so aku prefer homestay/apartment untuk sewa sebab memang selesa ada peti ais dapur, living room semua. Plus aku memang cari tempat yang ada pool sebab nak add family bonding.

Aku tak biasa buat review, tapi honestly aku rasa homestay yang aku sewa ni, should receive a special credit from me :)

Tujuan aku sewa homestay ni adalah sebab nak g konvo adik aku kat PICC Putrajaya. Dari homestay ni ke PICC - 30 minutes kalau smooth. Semua homestay kat Putrajaya mahei mahei and tak berbaloi. Kalau korang nak attend konvo kat UKM, aku rasa homestay ni pun takde lah jauh sangat pun. Balakong - Bangi.

Aku 6 dewasa + 2 children.

-Homestay ni ade 3 bilik tidur + 2 bilik air.

-Wifi, gym, sauna, small playround included.

-Infinity pool view.

-Permandangan view dari bilik layan habis.

-Easy access to everywhere - eg : AEONS/7eleven, The Mines.

-Current Price : RM230 (Weekday only). Weekend aku tak ingat.

-Home condition - Tip Top

-Contact Number : Hafiz 0129455562

14 October 2017 | Selamat Hari Sukan Negara!

Alhamdulillah, selepas berbulan bulan lamanya gantung kasut from heavy hike, kali ni aku decide nak pakai balik kasut tu. Rasa macam dah banyak lemak, dah lesu dah malas, nak kena recharge balik spirit energy. Sebelum decide, aku Google dulu Bukit Saga ni macam mana level dia. And majority blogger cakap medium track. Aku pun okayy, malam sebelum tu baru isi nama dalam group EJG cakap nak followww, luckyyy sebab diorang pilih tempat yang dalam Selangor je, kalau luar Selangor mungkin dah tak ikut.

6.45 pagi sampai kat Parking Bukit Saga, Ampang. Parking tepi tepi jalan, akan nampak satu Apartment tinggi. Ohh ni ke Bukit Ampanggg yang cantik tuuu. Tenang gilaa tengok permandangan ni Subhanallah.

I should come here again next time.

Start hiking around 745 pagi. Buat warming up sikit and que in line tuk naik. Perghhh gila ramai orangg. Mungkin sebab ni memang riadah track macam Broga, tak payah request permit, so ramai yang datang individually.

Awal awal track terus mencanak. Landai pun sikit je. Lepas setengah jam push, aku dah mental dah, almost give up. Mesti body aku shock hahaha biase ko bermalas malasan ni asal tetiba active pulak ni. Kepala pusing tahap 5minit break 5 minit break. Jantung berdegup teruk sekali dengan otak ngapp ngapp ngapp. Rasa nak landing jee tengah tengah track tu. Berhenti tepi tahan tarik nafas minum air. Dalam kepala duk menyumpah asal la ko pergi setuju nak hiking hahaha. Keep cheering myself up, akuu bolehh akuu boleehh! Alhamdulillah aku terus kan jugak dalam setengah lebih-2 jam sampai kat 1st check point.

My daddy says that life comes at you fast
We all like blades of grass
We come to prime and in time we just wither away
And it all changes
My view with a looking glass won't catch the past
Only photographs remind us of the passing of days
Oh nothing stays the same from yesteryears
See I recall being afraid of the dark
And holding on to teddy bears
I'd wrap myself in blankets just to cover me from fears

Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen

My mother said don't forget where you come from, where you've been
Always keep your closest friends they can't slip away
They keep you grounded
Oh keep yourself surrounded with good advice
And yeah I guess that sounded nice when I was ten
Oh but never were there truer words
In all my days I've ever heard
And when she told me little girl the answer is love
So those are words that I keep with me
Though the seasons change so quickly
Keep them buried in my heart
And never fought

So hear me scream
I was too young to understand what it means
I couldn't wait til I could be seventeen
I thought she lied when she said "take my time to breathe"
Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen

I cant stop staring at these pictures because i love to recall how happy we were and how lucky i was to be surround with the good people. I wish by the time we growing up, we're still together. By the time we we feel lonely, we remember we still have each others. And by the rough time we face, we're still cheerish it up together.

9 October.

This date. 3 years ago. It changed 3 important things in my life. The most three important things. The date that i'll remember more than any others date.  It has a significant moment toward my life. I honestly don't know how i feel toward this. I cant be sad nor be happy. I don't want to celebrate it like how i did one year ago and two years ago.

Am i regret?

It was a mix big day still i'm not sure how should i feel.

Lets me just reveal one. Three years ago, it was a date when I first time become an employee. Still fresh. I went to the office one hour ealier, by bus but i opened the Maps apps along the way because I was so scared if I missed my stop. Went to work for the first day and forgot to bring along the phone charger until my phone died at 4PM and someone become worried so so much. And at that night i got surprise, it was the date i met my ex.

It was a good day but half of me hate it.

It was a day that started the most three important things and make me learned a lot of lessons in life.

Selebihnya biar aku pendam.

Sembilan sepuluh sebelas.
Mati.

Here is the main reason why there's no new post yet. I tried to but every post went to draft and make me lose my interest to story bout it anymore huhuhuuuuuu

Firstly, I'm not a fanatic fan to Korean's drama. Over 100 dramas that come out, the probability i watch is only 2% and might be 0%. I used to watch korean drama before, but half of them, I end up hate myself for wasting a lot of times being lazy on bed. Have you ever watch the Goblin? The promotion is really wow right? But do you really love the ending? For me it's so stupid and i hate myself for spending time on it. But I do love to watch movies in my relax time and to pour out my stress.

Lately, there's this one korean drama that my friend suggested to watch but I keep ignoring her. Hahahaha. I've no time laaa Ain ;p Accidentally one day, I browsed that drama and read the feedbacks. 99% is a positive feedbacks. People really want the drama to extend. Everyone loves it. Wooww. It makes me more eager to know what the story is all about, so i tried to watch the 1st episode, but still, no intention to finish the whole drama. Buttt wowwww! I keep watched it till late of the night. And now i cant skip a day without watching it. During my lunch, during my dinner, at night till i fall asleep.

Hi Hello October! Alhamdulillah, I’m still breathing and so are you! Be good and always do good Noni! It’s 1030pm by now, a first day in new month of October and today was a super fun Sunday and now I’m lying down on my bed putting mask on my face writing up this post. Internally, I’m happy. -except to accept the fact tomorrow is Monday. Lazyyyy

I was doing well in September, no excessive tears, no accident, not get beaten, no bleeding, and looking forward to do better in October! Lets be good. *shaking hands* A lot of exciting things gonna be happen this month. Hopefully! My weekends schedule is fully planned. Lets see...Mommy is coming over for a few days tomorrow, Wina is getting married with her prince, a getaway plan with my girls, my younger brother’s convocation etc etc weheeeee gonna having fun and oh i just remember one more thing! and....it’s time for a major service to my baby. Moneyy moneyyyy where are youuu come to me please! 

 💗 Have Faith. Let your heart trust Allah alone to take care of the things you cannot understand.

 Hi October, I wish for something miracle and lets be good to each other. *Hugggggs*

 Till then. Love you. 

1. Took an SPA online exam.
Idk my application form is still active. It was 2 years ago since my last updated. Sitting for this exam remind me well to the high school. My fav subject is always math but answering the questions again that night really make me very disappointed because i realized i forgot a lot of things! Mean median mode, speed, distribution, probability. Those are my fav! Wuu *crying a bucket*.

I aware that a hundred thousand people were sitting for this exam, so im not really putting a high hope. Anyway, goodluck for everyone! ;)

2. Having a joyful trip
Finally we did it! The trip was successful! We were touring back to ours degree's days and we were so happy. Two days and one night in Jengka. Pay a visited to elephant too! Hahaha. It was so fun to spend my time with my cheerful friends.

3. Lost 2kilos weight.
I was smiling brightly for a few dayssssss. Ya, i know, it's just 2kilos. Not a big deal for many people who can lose their weight easily. But for meeeeeeee, it took me several years to hear this news and i was celebrating it by a bucket of good foodssss as I was really in a good mood. And i guess i already gain 3kilos back. Hahahaha childish.


4. Spending time with BFF
My life wont be complete without you. Eventho it was just for a day, but we spent it fullfillness. I'm happy with the good food. (Wayang, picnic n shell out - gonna blog it soon)


5. 22 September. 
The date that i will never forget. It has been exactly 5 years since the last day i looked at my dad, since the day i kissed on his forehead. Rewind back to 5 years ago, and everything is still fresh in my head. Everything that was happened in 22 September, 5 years ago. I missed you dad. I missed you so much.

I've a lot more to tell. But stick to the rule, pick only 5 things, otherwise the post is meaningless as I will write a month journey story in one post. Hahaha.

Wish everyone a great day in October! 

I seriously have a high desire to answer all of random life's questions. For me, it's challenging and quite fun. But honestly it ALWAYS ends up die in the draft. Always. So if anyone able to read this post, know that I'm wowing myself fuhhh finally i manage to publish this entry.

1. At what age do/did you wish to marry?
-i once wish to get married at 25 years old. And now i realize the wish doesn't come true. But it's okay. *pat pat my back*

2. What color do you like most?
  - I love red the most, but I'm not into one color for all the things. I choose color according to its preference. But yeah, red really spirit me up.

3. If you can have a superpower, what would it be?
- I love this question! i really hope this wish can comes true. I really wish i can read mind. I want to know what people really thinking bout me, and do they really speak the truth?

4. If you can travel anywhere in the world, where would you want to go?
- I twice submitted my name to go to Umrah with my mum. One in March and second for this coming December but both i get rejected. My heart broke a little. I really really wish to go there. Together with my mum. Inshaallah one fine day.

5. Which part of you that you love the most?
- As my friends always compliment my eyes, so i choose my eyes but i honestly appreciate every part of me, they're priceless.

Assalamualakum ^^

Hi Good Morning ^^,

Mencari tempat menarik di Pahang? Lets me introduce you with one of interesting place! :)

Untuk hari kedua, kitaorang decide untuk pergi Pusat Konservasi Gajah Kebangsaan, Kuala Gandah. Bukan senang nak cari masa lain yang free, so alang-alang semua dah berkumpul, we decided to spend a little more time together. Kiteorang bertolak dari Jengka around 12pm lepas habis touring Jengka and food hunting. 

Operation hours / Waktu Operasi : 8 pagi – 4.30 petang.

Exit Lanchang.
Dalam sejam setengah, kiteorang sampai kat Kuala Gandah. Dari Jengka, kitaorang masuk highway Cenor, then exit Lanchang. And from exit Lanchang, about 10km far inside, dah boleh sampai. Of course la kan? Takkan dia nak letak gajah tengah Bandar pulak? Ngeeeee. Jalan ke dalam memang sunyi and sempit gila. Jangan bawak laju laju sebab jalan banyak rosak. And not need to worry kalau takda waze, follow je signboard dari exit tadi. Inshaallah sampai.

16 & 17 SEPTEMBER 2017

One of my best friend, (UiTM's friend) is getting married end of this year. When its comes to a marriage, we're always...okay, not we, it's only me.... i'm always getting emotional and sentimental like my friend is going to leave me foreveeerrr farr farr away. So, before she ties with her husband, and say 'no-more' to sleepover, we are planning to have a simple getaway together.

We (Zaty, Sue, Jaja, Ain & Me) chose UiTM Jengka, Pahang as a main destination as our friendship was born from there. Even the planning part already made us extremely excited! We cant wait! I think this trip gonna be super fun as its will reminisces us with a lot of things. Tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang, inikan pula tempat bermain. Lol bermain -.- We missed the room we used to sleep, the class we used to study, the roads we took every single days and the bengkel we struggled for FYP. We missed a lot of things there, hmmm, lets me be honest, actually kiteorang rindu makanan Jengka the most!! Of course tak rindu part study heeeee

The trip started early on Satuday's morning. Fetched up Zaty n Sue at Shah Alam and fuelled up our stomach with heavy breakfast at Seksyen 3. The day was so bright and we laughed a lot.

After almost 3 hours, we reached our destination and went straight to the hotel to check in. As it was still early for Zuhur's prayer, we started our touring in UiTM.

KOLAM RENANG AWAM PETALING JAYA

Today is a public holiday and so Jaja and I were making a last minute plan to go swimming. Luckily, i knew one of the best swimming pool in Petaling Jaya but I never go swim there. Tahu pun sebab pernah teman someone before. Ehem.

We went there at 9AM. The pool is located near to Paradigm Mall. Parking is free for public and weekend, but i've no idea for weekdays. Here is the latest entrance fee.

There are 3 large pools provided ; one is for children and family, one is strictly for girl and one is mix I guess? I just loveeee this place because it was quite relaxing as it was not crowded at all (or I just get lucky this time?) and i really really enjoyed a big freedom in a pool. We swam from north to south, west to east freelyyyy wheeeee~The water is so clean and the odor of chlorine is almost gone.

Wear entire?

Yes, i dont know they gonna be so strict for this. Kiteorang pakai baju jersey sesiap dengan harapan yg tinggi dapatlah masuk pool. Butt teettt! We were wrong. Dari jauh life guard datang bagitau baju kiteorang tak lepas. Huh!! So we need to rent swimming suit provided with RM5. Luckily ada kan?, kalau tak sesia bayar entrance fee, kena halau keluar huu. P/s: If you are a girl, make sure you prepare inner sesiap kalau nak sewa suit sebab baju dia ada lubang lubang and tak banyak baju lengan panjang.

We spent almost 2 hours there, dan rasanya kiteorang penggunjung yang paling lama hahaha. I enjoyed swimming but I wish I were better. I not really able to catch up to breath while swim. So, banyak kali jugak lah tertelan air wuuuuuuuuu. Pastu mudah je semputt. Itsokehh practise make perfect!