Have you ever heard a quote of "a best friend is the one who said yes for everything..". I dont know how exactly the quote, but it's kind of similar to its meaning.

So that's how we are.

Roadtrip? Yes!

Movie? Yes!

Karok? Yes!

Solat! Yes!

Makan? Double yessss!!!!! 

Always do something out of plan. We went out to somewhere and i just wearing a cardigan with selipar Jepun and flip flip my shawl because my role was only staying in the car, so that my friend dont have to pay for parking park. Clever. On the way driving home, Jaja just "Are you hungry Noni? I know you are hungry...lets go for the dessert?" Dessert amende aku ni dinner pun belum *rolling eyes*

"Haaa? Where are we going?" "Sugar Rush!,nah take my phone and waze for it"

Hello? I'm not even agreed yet.

So that was how i went there. "Oh i knew this place, it is an expensive place, i just only wear selipar Jepun, is it alright? "Ahh, who cares"

Im not into sweet dessert, except for chocolate! I go crazy for chocolate! But if you want me to choose, i will choose fried chicken over this sweet food. But the environment is kinda good for a date. Ops. 

"Salam, Macam mana dengan kelas kita? :) "

Ohmaigad, seriously i am totally forgot bout the class. And I cant say no! I already taking a long break - okay, lets blame my unstable period for this. I should go. It's in a high of priority list. So, I say yes. Ain't I am good? *smile politely*

So, here I am today and just forget about the jogging and lake!

I think I make a good decision bout taking this class even the fee is a lil bit high. But I have no choice. I've reciting the holy love letter with so many wrong tajwid. I cant just close my eyes and patting myself it's okay dear it's okay, keep reading...No, I have to make it right!

Okay, I think I should close this blogspot window by now cause I'm in the office now trying need to finished a lot of pending works. Till then.

Writing this as it is so hard to find Kacang Pool In Batu Pahat.

Aku pernah makan Kacang Pool sekali je dalam hidup aku. Homemade punya, Oficemate buatkan. Sedap gilaaa! Sebelum ni memang aku xpernah tahu pun cam mana bentuknya apatah lagi rasa dia. Masa Kak Iqa bawak pergi office aritu, tu first time aku try. Mula2 memang macam ‘‘aaa, takpelah, korang makanlah..’’ sebab aku nampak banyak gila fresh onion, plus aku tak makan peanut (padahal takde pun peanut). Tapi lepas skali try sebab kena paksa, pergh, terus takleh stop makan, tempting gila sampai habis satu pack besar roti kiteorang tibai. Hahaha

Then sejak dari tu aku teringin nak makan Kacang Pool lagi.

Tapi mana nak cari dah? Tadak ke orang jual kat KL?

So, last week, as I went to Batu Pahat Johor, the first thing that comes out from my mind is '‘Kacang Pool!” I need to eat Kacang Pool in Johor. It is a must!! So, I did asking my officemate, where to find it. Tapi diorang tak tahu, semua mention Kacang Pool ada dekat Johor Bahru. But I only stay at Batu Pahat. Batu Pahat – JB is a little bit far plus I have nothing to do in JB! I’m so disappointed. Then, I search through out the internet, and it’s so hard to find the information. After 2 days, baru lah I jumpa, Kacang Pool Haji yang famous tu buka cawangan kat Batu Pahat.

The excitement went to the max!

Once finished my friend’s engagement, we make our move to the Hotel at Bandar Batu Pahat. Staying there for a night. And the next day, for the breakfast we need to find Kacang Pool Haji cawangan Batu Pahat. I wazed the location based on the information given from the internet, but it didn’t come up. So I went back to the receptionist of the Hotel to ask about the location. Suprisely, she don’t know the existence of that place.  Do I need to bury my wish and should we just have a Nasik Lemak for breakfast? Sigh.

But we tried, try-and-error-followed the map hoping it will lead us the right place;

Location : Kompleks Niaga Benteng Peserai

Place to waze : Hospital Putra , because they’re in front of each other.

So, finally! I get to eat Kacang Pool for the second time! Oh, do I need to count my second bowls as a second time too or should I exclude and count it for third times?!

The price increases from Rm5 to Rm6.

But the taste is not same as the previous homemade one at the office!

The bean and beef are not too much. Not as satisfied as before. Should I try making it myself?

I guess nobody will eat it. Hahaha.

My tummy is happy!

I think i should apologize and thanks to whoever have been with me in Karaoke room. Not only in Karaoke room, but also in the car, room, toilet or everywhere you have heard me sang! Yesterday while we were having fun with karaoke, i took a video of myself, and i review it today and the come out is.......o-o-k-a-y, my voice was (is actually) so rough! I sincerely apologize for your ears, really hope they are not bleeding and thank you so much for never stopping me from singing BHAHAHAHA

But anyway I'm having so much fun yesterday, thanks for having me. We never go straight for 3 hours session right?, but we did it as it was 2 hours plus free one hour. Sape je baik hati nk bagi free? Grab the chance and sing till the night. What a WEEKDAY! *love emoji*

Dont worry we still have voice.

Hi Assalamualaikum,

Firstly, aku bukan orang Melaka. Tapi pernahlah beberapa kali pergi Melaka. So, updating post ni as a memory & hopefully can help you guys food hunting in Melaka!

🍜1. Breakfast. Roti Canai Kayu Arang.

Disebabkan aku stay kat Selangor, so biasanya gerak pagi dari Selangor, nak breakfast dekat Melaka tu jauh sangat,  so berhenti rnr je breakfast.

Aritu sekali gerak ke Melaka awal2 sebab nak try makan kat kedai ni (urusniaga ; 6.30 pagi - 12 tengah hari) Perghh punyalah ramai gila orang. Full table, haritu pun kena tunggu kejap sampai customers lain abis makan. Mesti korang pelik kan? Roti canai je pun, kat mana-mana tempat ada jual roti canai, tapi yang uniknya kat sini dia pakai dapur arang. Tapi who cares right? asalkan roti canai aku masak dan sedap. Hahaha

Roti canai yang paling femes kat sini roti canai cheese harga dia RM6.00 tak silap aku. Aku order yang ni. Pergh sedaappppp. Satu pun dah kenyang sangat dah. Banyak je aneka juadah lain yang ada, bukan roti canai je, nasik lemak , satay, kuih muih pun banyak.

Tapi sumpah best roti canai cheese tu. Aku nak repeat!

🍜  2. Ee Ji Ban Chicken Rice Ball.

Restoren yang tengah viral sekarang ni. Kedai dia nama memang cina, owner dia cina, aku pun was-was masa 1st time dengar. Tapi dont worry, kedai ni memang dapat pengesahan sijil halal. JJCM and Mad Market Keknis pun dah review sini. Nasi ayam yang dikepal-kepal jadi bulat. Worth la kalau sekali korang nak try. Sedap. Aku bagi 4 bintang. Satu ball nasi tu harga dia 40sen. Kalau korang lapar, 10 rice balls pun dah cukup sangat or moree hahaha. Dia ade variety set of dish. Banyak sangat boleh pilih, udang sotong, ayam dan ikan.

Urus niaga ; 930 AM - 10PM

Thursday tutup.

Address: 275, Jalan Melaka Raya 3, Taman Melaka Raya, 75000, Melaka.

A set for adult ; 10 rice balls & a plate of chicken

🍜  3.Coconut Shake Klebang & Batu Berendam.

Ada dua kedai coconut shake yang famous kat Melaka, satu kat Klebang & satu kat Batu Berendam. Aku dah pernah cuba dua-dua. And obviously, nama Klebang lagi dikenali kan? Bagi aku dua dua lebih kurang je rasa dia. Dah nama pun coconut shake kan. Ada pernah try kat lain pergh lagi terangkat. Tapi dah alang-alang sampai Melaka, kita cuba lah.

Dari segi panjang beratur dia, mula-mula aku try yang Batu Berendam, yang dine in boleh tahan penuh jugak satu kedai, yang beratur, tak ramai, so within 5 minutes, aku dah dapat orders aku. Tapi kat Klebang, yang dine in, takyah cakap lah, siap ade guard tolong jaga trafic, parking pun dah nak full, dia punya beratur, hmm terkejut eden, last skali aku g beratur yang booth kat luar je, around 15 minutes jugak tunggu turn sebab sorang-sorang angkat 10 cups. Aku beratur nak beli satu je. Hahaha. Tapi sedap. Dua-dua sedap. So kalau malas beratur, korang boleh try yang Batu berendam aje.

🍜  4.Kuih Keria Antarabangsa Haji Jalil

Kedai ni beberapa minit je dari Coconut Shake Klebang, betul-betul tepi jalan. Aku bukan penggemar kuih manis sangat. Kuih keria pun kalau orang bagi free aku jarang sangat ambik haa nampak tak dia punya sombong. hahaha, bukanlah dah memang tak makan kan. Tapi disebabkan aku nak lah jugak try celah mana yang dasyat sangat dia punya viral kuih ni. Pergi punya pergi, ada dua kedai. Dua dua nama kuih keria antarabangsa, tapi satu nama Hajah Rahmah satu nama Haji Jalil. Masa tu kiteorang pun pening nak piloh yang mana. Nasib baik kiteorang dah search bebetul ritu, Haji Jalil punya rasanya yg ori. Ntah-ntah cawangan dia jugak tak?

Masa aku pergi around pukul 1+, tak ramai pun orang, dalam 7 orang tapi elok-elok sampai je turn aku, terus kuih keria abis, ei panas betul, padahal nak beli 9 ketul je pun. Disebabkan dah alang-alang sampai and beratur, kiteorang bersabar je tunggu kuih sampai, around 45 minit jugak lah tunggu. Terkejut aku masa pusing belakang, pergh barisan orang beratur, sikit lagi nak masuk dapur hihihi

Waktu urusniaga :

Tapi memang sedap pun, aku bagi 4 bintang. Satu bintang lagi potong sebab kena tunggu lama namateyyy.

-Aku search, memang ada yang tunggu sampai 3 jam, and service sedikit 'thumbs down'.

Aku pun kena aritu, tanya bebaik berapa minit agaknya aka nak kena tunggu, pastu dia balas, akak cakap awak pergi ambik kerusi,duduk, dengar jelah cakap akak. Dua kali aku tanya dia tak jawab, aku ni dah la nak berjanji jumpa kawan dekat bandar. geram betei -.-

🍜  4.Asam Pedas.

Tak datang Melaka lah kalau tak rasa asam pedas ye? Ye ke gitu? Haha, aku takleh nak bagi suggestion kedai mana sedap, sebab aku baru makan kat dua kedai. Aku boleh list je asam pedas pemes kat Melaka, aku pergi Ahad, mostly banyak kedai tutup.

1. Asam Pedas Claypot.

2. Asam Pedas Pak Man - aku makan sini, dan memang best!!

3. Kari kepala ikan Hajah Rahmah - Niat asal nak pergi sini, tapi sampai sampai dah tutup. hmm

4. Asam Pedas Selera Kampung.

5. Asam Pedas Pasar Borong.

🍜  5.Roti Nan Pak Putra.

Lepas dah breakfast roti canai, lunch Asam Pedas, Keria and Coconut shake tuk makan petang, tempat yang best tuk lepak memalam adalah kedai roti Nan Pak Putra ni. Ada chicken tandori, roti canai, roti cheese nan cam biasa lah, stendet kedai mamak. Aku taknak rating, sebab bagi aku, aku jumpa banyak lagi yang best.  So, kalau nak cari tempat santai malam, mungkin this is one of the place you can choose. Makan kat luar, tempat ni sejuk.

Waktu urusniaga ; 530 petang - 100 pagi (close on alternate Monday)

So list yang bawah ni aku list for the next place aku kena pergi makan bila sampai Melaka!

🍜  6.Mee Besen.

Paling femes in Melaka. Mee & western meals. Nak pergi haritu tapi closed on Monday. Will make sure next pergi kena try. Bersedialah mental siap-siap tuk tunggu giliran serve sebab dengar nya customers boleh tahan ramai.

Waktu Operasi : 3.30 petang - 10.00 malam ( Isnin Cuti )

Lokasi Baru :
Mee Besen Ori Melaka
No.17, Jalan PNDD 1,
Pusat Niaga Durian Daun,
75200 Melaka 

No.Tel : 010-2737895

🍜  7. Taste Better Cream Puff

🍜  8.Cendol Jam Besar.

🍜  9.Cengkerang Shell Out, Kota Laksamana

🍜  10. Medan Ikan Bakar Crystal Bay

🍜  11. Puteri Era Roti John

Tu je lah serba sedikit info dan pengalan yang boleh dishare.

Lapar lah pulak asyik cerita pasal makanan Hurmm hihi

After 15 days of break, it feels so good to be at this spot again!!!!

Have a beautiful day to everyone who reading this right now! I have go thru a deep thought to decide whether or not bout writing this post. It's because if I really want to share, I already did that for a couples years ago - sebab aku takut korang salah pilih. And I hope I really hit the 'Publish' button in the end and not to Draft as I always did. Hahaha.

For me, it's never wrong to share you experience, not only the good experience but people also need to know your bad one so that people wont go thru the bad days like how you did!

Sorry for my English, so tujuan post ni, aku cuma nak tolong anyone yang pernah search macam mana nak stop PTPTN, macam mana nak pilih kalau korang dapat dua-dua pilihan tu? Aku cuma  nak tolong students or should i call you adik by now? Damn, I'm aging! yang confuse , im trying to help because i was there before, searching really hard, inbox people, drop comments to ask even i never know them, so lets me help you even it's just a small sharing...

I'm not going to write about their benefits...because I believe there are a thousand of websites about that. And in the end of the reading, you will get the answer "of course JPA is the best one! you dont have to pay them back!" "Kau bodoh ke nak tolak rezeki dah dapat scholar JPA, you are the chosen one! just grab that!"

Aku ex-student degree. Memulakan degree dengan dibiayai PTPTN. Sampai semester tiga, aku dapat surat, JPA aku lulus. Aku akan dapat scholar JPA bermula sem depan (sem 4). Tapi aku kena stopkan PTPTN. Tak boleh ada bertindih. Masuk sem 4 aku dapat dua-dua, sebab PTPTN cakap masa tu dia kena habiskan satu tahun untuk pengajian. Dia kira pakai tahun, bukan pakai sem. So habis 2 tahun pengajian, aku takkan dapat dah PTPTN. I go with the flow. Aku baca blog, websites, semua cakap grab JPA if you get it. So aku follow that step.

Setahu aku, seingat aku, (forgive me if i'm wrong - 3 tahun dah tinggal study), kalau you dapat JPA ni of course lah you punya result okay kan? PTPTN dah menjanjikan, kalau you grad with the first class, you dont have to pay them back. Part ni lah yang cliche bagi aku. Seminggu aku fikir benda ni. Dua kali aku call pihak PTPTN nak sahihkan benda ni. Kau rasa kau confirm tak kau akan grad 1st class? Dah tiga sem kau exam and got the results. Pada masa tu aku yakin 80% yang aku boleh grad 1st class. And yup, I got dean awards for all semesters & grad with 1st class.

So, ingat tak tadi, aku dah stopkan aku punya PT separuh jalan, dan untuk sem 4 ianya bertindih. Sekarang, aku dah habis study, i need to pay that amount back - amount yang overlap sahaja! Tapi dah dua tahun aku ulang-alik pergi PT, nak bayar balik, ingat ye korang, duit PT tu hutang, jangan hidup dalam berhutang. Aku nak bayar balik thats why aku ulang-alik pergi ofis dia, tapi sampai sekarang diorang suruh tunggu surat , for two years! and I never get any letter from them! So frustrated!

So, nasihat aku, kalau korang yakin korang boleh grad dengan kelas pertama, just continue to use PTPTN. Study smart, and change that loan to scholarship. Jangan tamak macam aku. HAHAHA.

JPA hanya start from sem yang korang ditawarkan tu, dia takde cover2 yang lepas. Boleh refer kat surat tawaran JPA :)

Tapi, kalau dah dari awal dapat JPA, jangan gegatal pulak pergi cancel and pilih PTPTN.
Dan, kalau tak yakin boleh grad first class degree, you can choose my path, cuma sem yang bertindih tu je kena bayar balik. Cheaper dari bayar semua sem kan.
Of course you cant have two sources in the same time!

Hope this entry help!
Yeay! I really hit Publish button!
Okay lapar, nak gi masak.

Morning weekend.

Deciding to change a lit bit appearance on my blog as a step to make a better start of life, but i cant find anything to fit the taste. That 6 plus years-old-header needs to be change too as i'm not using the old URL anymore. Changes is pretty hard right?

hmm tengoklah nanti kalau rajin godek lagi

Start form early of this year there is a rumor saying that we will be moving to a new office building, - and i never wish it will be true - and last Wednesday the boss of the bosses changed the rumor to the fact. Damn, I really really dont want to move from this most comfortable bed and private-room. Love this spot really much. Sure, the daily routines gonna change a bit. Changes is pretty hard right? but its sure for the good (really not for me).

...but i still keep a little hope that thing wont happen hahaha!

So lazy.

ZZZZZZZzzzzzz...

One most sure thing i will do at someone’s-close wedding solemnization is crying. After tok imam confirms the akad is sah, and recite dua, at that time surely i’ll start my teary drama. It’s countless how many times already. I don’t know why but my heart is so touchable at that time, it is a beautiful feeling,to see people happy & blessed as they found their spouse and finally get married, follow the sunnah of Muhamad & Islam, I sometimes imagine a lot of angels are being there, happily blessed the moments & the wedding. It’s so undescribe-able-wonderful moment for me. *Damn, my eyes are teary right now*

Last Saturday I went to my best friend’s engagement at Johor, Azreen. She is so beautiful. Alhamdulillah, after 6 years of relationship, she and her bf decided to be together-forever. Semoga dipermudahkan ke next stage my dear! Everything was going smoothly, both of the parties agreed bout the estimated date of wedd and wang hantaran. After everything was done, here comes for the family photo. Her mother was crying, missing her late husband i guess. Sigh, here come a waterfall, I can’t hold back my tears because i understand that feeling very well,- the feeling of missing someone we love. Quickly, I entered a room because my tears went unstoppable. People cant see this!

I really missed my daddy, every single day of my life....

Missed his concerns, jokes, advices, missed his phone calls to check up on me even there’s nothing special happened, loves, supports, cheers and a lot more. I really really missed you daddy. Really wish you could watch me growing up, welcoming me from the door everytime i back home, buying a lot of dishes as you always do to spoil me and to make sure i’ll always be healthy, be the one who will hands me over to the right guy, playing with my kids, i really want to pamper you very much like how you always did to me, and really wish to watch you growing old under my guardian. I really wish to do that. But it’s so sad that I cant......

Dear daddy,

It has been 5 years since you leave me. A lot of things did happened to me, ups and downs. I have a lot of stories to tell to you, start from I have graduated with PINK Selempang for you. But you are not even there! I got a work in this big city daddy, I managed to have a car, I also brought a motorcycle for myself! Ayah, could you please listen to my story for once? Can you respond? Can you please call me for once, hug and pat my back and telling me that i’m doing good? Fool.

You know ayah, i feel so lost lately. I have a very low-self confident, easily demotivated. Im not living at my best. I feel so lonely daddy, sometimes I feel like i’m just doing well, but sometimes i’m sure i’m not. Sometimes at the two junctions, i don’t know which road should i take. I don’t know if this living is a good living or should I get out from this screw-up living? I’m clueless. I have no one to share. I really need an adult to advice me a lot of things they have experienced it. Guide me, tell me if this is wrong or right. I need someone to tell me that everything gonna be okay, support me everytime i feel so lost. You know Ayah, someone has played with my heart. I was so broke. I took more than a year to heal. Your pity little girl has been grown up well but then she has been fooled by a guy. How could people be that cruel ayah? Ayah, I want you back!!!!

You know daddy, mommy missed you so much. She always says your name. Even she is not crying in front of me but i know, she always crying. She is so lonely. The thing she always said “Hidup ni dah takkan sama bahagia macam dulu...” Ayah, I think I’m not a good daughter. Am I do a right thing now?

.....i cant write anymore....

Dear daddy,

Please be happy there. Tuhan, please let my father be in peace. Gembirakan dia sebagaimana dia gembirakan aku dari kecik. Daddy, do you know? You already have 2 cute grandaughters, Khadijah and Aisyah. Nama isteri2 Rasulullah. Cantikkan nama diorang? Dont you want to come, see and play with them? Oh god, I seriously cant open my eyes right now. Waterfall really bad.

Semoga Ayah tenang kat sana, I’m happy to write this letter to you cos I’m really missed to talk to you. Read this anytime you free. Doakan Hada kuat ayah. I have been broken for so long.

Goodnite daddy, Love you so much.

20/07/2017 2307.

Alfatihah.

Hi Assalamualaikum..

I got a lot reactions after i post something on my instagram...

"Amboi Noni post gambor makanan sokmo, seronoknya makan"

"Ee ji ban..ee ji bann..hahaha"

"Hey Noni you are so busy ye every weekend, i saw your insta story you're going to Johor & Melaka, you tak penat ke? You always have an activity on weekend.."

"Hey kenapa down semalam? Dah okay belum ni?"

Receiving all this kind of reactions, sometimes make me feel alive, heyy they do noticed i'm exist.

Teringat dulu when i refuse to post my activity kat instagram. Skytrex rasanya (2 years and i still remember his words). "Taknak la aku post gambar ni Asrol, malulah, nanti org tanya macam2, cakap aku xajak.." "Post je Noni, tu hak kau lah, xkan kau nak ajak semorang, post je, bila orang tahu kau dah pernah pergi sini, nanti kau boleh guide dyorang pulak.." Yes, Asrol is a supporter, a good listener, a good talker and has a very high leadership skill. A leader of everything. He shares a lot of his stories to me. Rasa macam tak layak je kawan dgn dia tapi kenapa malu nak berkawan kan? Tapi apa yang dia cakap tu exactly right.

A moment after i post gambar wall climbing, i received a lot of questions. First time pergi ikut orang, Asrol yang kenalkan. Pergi for the second one sebab "Asrol, my friends nak try wall climbing, you boleh guide ke?" Haaaa nampak tak the improvement? sebab tu tajuk post ni, see with your positiveness. Bila kita buat niat yang baik, inshaallah income dia nanti akan baik. Same goes whenever i post gambar hiking. Its good when someone dm and ask for more information.

Most of the things we share, have pros and cons. It's depend on that individual to take it as positive or bad. Boleh jadi orang akan cakap "cis, poyo budak ni menunjuk" but whaeva, it's your life.

Oh i missed one of the feedback,

"Kau dah kenapa asyik post meroyan aje kat insta? Gila ape?..."
Glup!

Sometimes we dont relieved the silly thing we did, but really thanks for the feedback, i never post meroyan post anymore after that. Hahahahaha.

Happiness is having a true friend.

Happy Friday! Today is sundown day, but obviously no sundown for me!

********this post just means to myself***********

THE QUEST FOR LOVE

Relationships has never been something I’m brave enough to write about, especially in public. The love between a man and a woman to me is very personal. Add religion into the equation and it just becomes very sacred to me. I do not wish to write too long. However, I just need to let a few things off my chest because it has been bothering me for quite a while now.

Before we jump into the topic, yes I am single. Have I ever been in a relationship? The answer is also yes. I know how it feels like to love and be loved the same way I know how it feels to be completely shattered. You see, different people have different definitions of love. I strongly believe that the people we fall in love with can sometimes reflect the kind of person we are. For instance, I really value religion, knowledge and ambition. Thus, if i were to marry someone, I look for someone with these exact characteristics. I want someone who has the same goals that I have. Someone who will not only fight with me to succeed in this world, but also in the hereafter. I need someone who works just as hard as I do, not someone who is always tired and only cares about sleep. No more time should be wasted with whiny and lazy ambitionless boys. If you’re serious to pursue a relationship, look for a man.

If there’s one thing a relationship has taught me, it is the importance of maturity when it comes to love. NEVER indulge in a relationship just because it’s a ‘nice’ feeling. If you want to be with someone might as well be with a person who will help bring the best out of you, spiritually, mentally and also emotionally. If the relationship you are in is leading you towards the haraam, leave. No buts. It is just the end of a toxic relationship, not the end of the world. 

By the way people, it is perfectly OKAY to be single. I have been single for over a year now, and wallahi I have never been this happy and I have been achieving so much. I always tell my friends that when you are single, you have 27 hours a day. What it essentially mean is that you’ll have more time for yourself. I know some people who can only seek comfort in the presence of their significant other. After one relationship ends they feel the need to jump into another. Chill people, chill. Take a breather. You don’t need another person to feel sufficient. Try to be comfortable and at peace with yourself with or without a relationship. You have the rest of your life to be spent with your significant other, so while you’re single, might as well really embrace/enjoy it.

Okay last point before I hit the sack, never settle. Ya Allah I can’t stress this enough. Being single is better than being with the wrong person. As they say, it’s better to wait long than marry wrong. If we dont know what we deserve, we will always settle for less. But to deserve more, we should first be more. Build your character before you choose to build a family. Study hard, learn new skills, take up a hobby, read more, travel. There’s so much that can be done when you’re single for your personal development. Take care of yourself. Your health, spirituality, intelligence, akhlak (good character) etc & inshaAllah you’ll get someone who’d do the same for you.

I know this entry is all over the place, but I’m half awake so do forgive me. I hope you find this post helpful. As for me, call me philophobic but I am personally afraid to be in a relationship again. But when the time comes, I hope the guy I end up with will be proud with the lady I have become. If you happen to read this, whoever you may be, please know that not a day passes that I don’t make do’a for you, and for us. Wherever you are in this world, I hope you are also striving to be your best self. May Allah make it easy for us to find our way to each other. See you when I see you!

Updating a new entry in this morning as my head is full of thoughts (messy) once I woke up. I need to spill it out because writing is one of the stress reliever for me. Walaupun penulisan i tak sedap - who cares. Yesterday was my relax day at office -just once in a meantime. Along 9 working hours, I just spent bout 2 hours doing works, an hour for lunch, an hour for watching Running Man (during break time), and the rest were chatting, web exploring, blog reading and searching for job vacancy. - this really make me thinking bout life.

Tak tahu lah nak start dari mana.

Scrolling down on my Instagram's feed every single day. Watch how happy everyone's life, going to vacation, having money to eat an expensive meal, having money to go shopping, a bf making a suprise to his beloved, having a blessed with the engagement and marriage life, having so happy with their baby. Every single day, there is always a happy story to share. No, I'm not getting jealous, iri hati or busuk hati with others' rezeki. I'm not that negative person to be label, honestly I'm so happy for them for being able achieve thier dream & enjoying their rezeki.

"Seronok xxx jadi dokter? Finally you get want you want to be., achieve your dream. Mesti best kan, masuk masuk gaji tinggi..." "Mu tahu aku macam nak mati dah, makan pun tak sempat wei, rushing running here running there, kena marah setiap hari, tak terkira dah berapa kali nagis...solat pun kadang-kadang ada yang tertinggal, xsempat.."

"Noni, aku tak share lagi, tahu tak, aku tak percaya wehh, aku dapat 5 bulan gaji bonus (darab pointer) untuk raya tahun ni" "Berapa weh dapat?" "Aku dapat 10k weh, terkejut gila, tak expect langsung.."  "Alhamdulillah, murah rezeki kau..."

Ohmaigad. Speechless. She is in the same age of me. Masuk kerja pun lebih kurang sama dengan aku. I do happy for her, sebab aku tahu she deserved that. She deserved that rezeki so much. Ikhlas, aku langsung tak cemburu dengan rezeki dia because I love her, so I really happy to see she's so happy living her life, having a baby and loving husband. But then i felt gloomy for myself, am I not deserve that happiness and rezeki?

"xxxx, seronok ke beraya dengan buah hati?, mesti seronok kan ade orang keep in touch everyday, tanya pasal kita setiap hari" "Seronok menda nya Noni, retak menanti belah dah ni, stress aku raya raya ni pun buat hal"

"Noni, ambik cuti nak pergi raya mana lagi tuuu?" "Hahaha, kawan tunang lah" "Kawan tunang?" "A ah kawan tunang bukan Noni, Noni takde rezeki lagi.." "Takpelah Noni, be happy with your own life dulu, Noni muda lagi.." "Ala, akak boleh la cakap macam tu, akak dah kawin. Hahaha" "Who said kahwin takde masalah? Who said kawin tak gaduh? Who said bila dah kawin 24h happy? happy dengan diri sendiri dulu, kalau dengan diri sendiri tak happy macam mana nak happykan orang lain.."

I'm not being ungrateful. I know everyone has diff path of life. Everyting Allah's plan is always the best and perfect rather than my own plan. Allah dah tulis rezeki setiap insan tu sejak dia lahir lagi. Ya, I know everthing. Dont worry, I will slap myself everytime I felt ungrateful or merungut. I still manage to istighfar everytime I felt down bout my life. bcause I know it's wrong to mempersoalkan rezeki yg Allah bagi. There are still a lot of people who wish to be at my place right? I have read a lot of motivational quotes & stories. I managed to cheer up myself evertime I felt down.

But I do believe sometimes, I can and I deserve to get more. Is it wrong? So clueless bout my life. Envy when others have a very smooth and easy life. I believe me myself can do better to improve myself. Read a lot of motivation in trusting bout rezeki. Tawakkal is trusting and realizing Allah has a better plan for me. But I guess I still need to work harder before tawakal for everything I want to Allah.

Insha Allah. May Allah ease.

Wake up lazy Noni. Wake up.

As promised, entry sambungan dari entry dulu ; click here – PART 1

I hope this entry gonna help whoever yang looking for a simple things to do with your bestriends in Selangor! (Short trip in Selangor)

So, after everyone agreed with my tentative draft for 3 days 2 night. Jie helped me out to book the hotels & event time. Here goes the trip ;

Thursday’s night : Jie, Zaty & Aniq came from Terengganu by bus and arrived at 430AM. Afiq was (at that time still Zaty’s fiancée) fetching them from TBS to Masjid Putra Putrajaya.

Friday  - After Subuh, I went to Putrajaya to fetch them up and the trip began hihi. Sight seeing, ambik gambar sekeping dua dulu dekat dataran Putrajaya. Seronok pusing pusing dalam Putrajaya sebab awal lagi kan, tak banyak kereta sangat.

Lepas tu, misi mencari breakfast. I bawak diorang pergi The Atmosphere, Seri Kembangan. Tempat tu at little bit sunyi but lucky ada kedai makan Melayu. Kitaorang grab Nasi Lemak sorang satu. Boleh lah tahan. Lepas makan explore bangunan Atmosphere ni. Bangunan kosong tapi ada banyak mural arts (2D & 3D) kat dinding. Macam street Art Penang tu, tapi dalam bangunan & teduh! Banyak sangat tempat boleh posing. Disebabkan takde orang lain, so kiteorang conquer tempat tu hahaha. Entrance fee? Takda pun. You are free to take a thousand of photos sekalipun. Cuma take care of the place jangan buat rosak/kotor. Mural Arts dia bersepah sepah (tak salah sampai 80 lukisan) you need to rajin discover setiap sudut wall dia. Tapi kiteorang tak tengok semua pun, ada orang mengada ngada cakap dah lenguh nak jalan =P

Around 1030AM – kiteorang gerak pergi cari barang hantaran dekat SOGO & baju nikah & sanding & bridesmaids (unplanned) dekat Jalan Tar. Ni kali ketiga aku pergi Jalan Tar sebab nak teman bakal pengantin cari barang dia. Asyik teman orang je kan, bila ntah turn sendiri. Hikhik. Insha Allah, semoga Allah permudahkan. Lama jugak lepak kat sini. Sampai around 300PM - hari first ni just chill chill dulu sebab still tak cukup lagi 2 orang.

Lepas settle semua barang kiteorang patah balik gerak pergi Bnadar Baru Bangi sebab nak iringi sorang lagi Datin, dia dapat cuti arini so kena tunggu dia abis kerja dulu. Lepak2 jap umah Ain, solat Asar & fetch another one Datin. At 8pm, semua ahli persatuan dah cukup, with two cars, kiteorang bergerak pergi Shah Alam untuk check in hotel.

Kiteorang stay City Resident Hotel Shah Alam, 2 queen beds + 1 single bed ;

Satisfied with the room. Murah kot kongsi 6 orang, lagipun nak duduk sekejap je buat tidur. pagi esok awal-awal dah nak keluar. Bilik ni tingkat 4, dekat bawah ada kedai makan mamak. So, tak susah bab makan.

Sabtu Pagi

Around 730 pagi, kiteorang dah check-out hotel, siap siap terus pakai sport shoes and SKYTREX!! here we come. Nak pergi skytrex ni kena book dulu, jangan main redah je. Kalau takde kosong , nanti buang masa kena tunggu for the next slot. Nah booking website. Skytrex ni dekat Bukit Cerakah, Shah Alam, i choose Skytrex sebab diorang dont mind nak main aktiviti lasak dan bagi aku memang aktiviti macam ni boleh rapatkan ukhwah. And it's a good place to free your mind. Masa ni, Izaty & Mira tak join pun main, so diorang boleh lah chillex with the natural environment.

Nak main Skytrex ni ada tiga stage, Beginner, Intermediate and Advance. Aku pilih Intermediate sebab dulu dah pernah main Advance. Intermediate banyak flying fox, compare to Advance, dia lagi banyak uji keberaniaan and ketahanan. Memang lagi panjang and halangan je manjang. Skytrex is a good and healthy activity btw! You should have a try! Its really really can test your bravery, patience, strength and more. I sweat a lot! (Gonna make a separate entry-kalau rajin haha)

Again, I really really recommended SKYTREX for outdoor lover and active person! It worths a penny! Kalau lah skytrex ni murah je fee masuk memang sebulan sekali aku pergi. Hahaha

Sabtu Tengahari - Around 1 kiteorang dah keluar dari Bukit Cerakah, and fly to Seksyen 7 tuk cari lunch! Tempat makan pun kiteorang google sesiap masuk tentatif sebab you know girls, nak decide tempat makan can take an hour! Klau tanya on the spot sorang-sorang mesti jawab, "aku ikut je tak kisah!" hahaha, so langkah selamat baiklah kite gugel sesiap. We choose *okay lupa nama kedai*. Ramainya orang! Tapi servis dia lajuuuu & banyak gila pilihan makanan. Satisfied!!

1000 AM. It’s SUNDAY!

Fuhhh finally, I can lying down on my own bed and wishing to fall sleep ASAP. My head want a nap but my eyes resist it. Ahhh I’m so sleepy but the same time I have a long-list-things to do today. My head stucks between the situation "Wake up and stop wasting your time Noni" and "I'm tired so lets just take a break first to gain back an energy before doing things again, shall we, body?" What a short weekend. Can I EL tomorrow? pheww ;p

Why so tired? Actually I just got back from Ana’s house - rushing to her house yesterday at 4PM after finish up my never-ending works at office. Semalam Ana buat half-open house, so weols mengada ngada pergi slept over sana, bajet bajet Ana bujang lagi. Hahaha.

Disebabkan Ana buat open house, so Jaja & I, planning to bring something to support her party. So we just come up with an idea to make kuah Lontong - sebab Ana buat Soto, so kita curi jelah dia punya nasi impit hihi. Tak pernah pernah pun buat, so main redah je lah. Sedap tak sedap belakang cerita. Jaja, you should know, Im so grateful to have you as my friend as you always support me on the things I’ve no bold to do. You are a very positive friend and I guess I’m lucky.

Tak pernah buat kuah lontong so resepi nya main test and error mana bahan yang ada.

RESEPI KUAH LONTONG/LODEH JAJA & NONI

(For plus minus 12 persons – tapi ramai lagi yg boleh makan)

Blend together ;

3 ulas bawang putih, 3 labu bawang merah, 5 biji cili & seinci kunyit.

Sayur ;

3 batang carrot, satu plastic kacang buncis/panjang, setengah bulat kobis

Tempe 1 pack, Serai, Santan 1 kotak besar.

Sepatutnya letak sekali tapi last minute cari barang tak jumpa ;

Tauhu, Soon & Fukup.

STEP STEP TRY & ERROR

- Sukat air dalam periuk 1L ; sebab guna santan 1pack ; 500ml

-Masukkan bahan kisar & serai ; biar menggelegak dulu.

-Masukkan sayur – carrot & kacang – kasi half cooked.

-Masukkan tempe.

-Tuang santan dan jaga api & kuah lontong tadi.

-Masukkan kobis & garam + secukup rasa.

 Standby nak letak serbut kunyit tapi kaler dia dah cantik sangat sebab blend kunyit hidup tadi.

+ Sambal bilis – Resepi campak campak sebab bahan tak cukup hahaha.

SEDAP. Tu yang orang lain cakap ye, bukan weols. So Alhamdulillah jadi jugak kuah lontong. Satisfied with the taste. Another achievement unlocked! Tunjuk gambar kat mak, pastu mak suruh belajar buat dalca pulak -.-“

Betullah quotes “ The first time doing new thing is the best feeling ever” Sebab tu lah first love is the truest feeling ever sebab kita put a lot of cautions and with a fullness heart on it. Ehh tetiba. Haha

Ehh tetiba dah hilang mengantuk. Ingat nak sambung beraya rumah YAYA tapi YAYA tak reply pulak.

Eyes closed.