Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan yg ke 60 Malaysia. Selamat berpuasa sunat Arafah for those yang puasa pada hari ini. Selamat menunaikan Rukun Islam yang kelima for those yang berada di Mekah sekarang. Dan Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha for all umat Islam. .....and Malaysia, thanks for the extra public holiday on 4th! Congratulation Malaysia for being the number one in Sukan Sea this year! ...and congratulation for me for still able to hike hahaha.. Bangkit bersama...

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Just let me write a post. I donow what else to doooooo. I wanna scream. I have been here at this clinic for almost 2 hoursssss. Ohmaigodd. I don't know which website more to browse. Done read a lot of blogs until reach my reading limit point, scrolling down an instagram and facebook until there's no more post that can attract my attention. Huargghhh. Really boring. It's not I donot want to accompany my mum....

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When you cant give an excuse to finish up your works. Currently on my break right now but I've ton of works. ...

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Last week, on Saturday, my cousin had an engagement in Senawang, Negeri Sembilan. So, my big families came here all the way from Dungun on Friday. My younger brother & I went there on Saturday’s morning. It was raining cat and dog along the way from Pj-Cheras-Seremban-Senawang. I was not participating much in the event because I was too drowned with my niece as she’s more attractive to me and I missed her so so so much!!...

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You know what is the most annoying s*ckg thing to me? When you are so tired and dream to sleep longer but you just cant.  I always having this problem!!  *cryingggg* I slept at 1am last night and I currently on my red-cycle period, wishing to wake up at 8am. But once my eyes are wide open at 6am, there's no more sleeping time.  Dear eyes, sleeeppp sleeeppp.  Dear mind, what are you messy thinking...

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Look. What is that. It's me, holding a cup of instant noodle outside of house. At Night. It's 2236pm by now. Writing this with my back rests heavenly on bed (finaaaaallyyy), towel twists on my head and earphone stucks in my ears. River of tears by Alessandra Cara play in the background. For the thousand times i keep repeat that song today. I'm just finished enjoying 15 minutes of cold shower after coming home late...

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I remembered the words that my late father said to me 5 years ago. At ward in hospital, right after he ended the call with my sister/brother. He said to me, "..orang yg sakit ni bukannya nok harapkan org datang ramai-ramai, mari bagi buah, tapi cukuplah kalau ada yang tanya khabar, anak-anak call cakap dengan ayoh setiap hari, bagi semangat, yang sakit pun tetiba boleh baik..."  I remembered every single words that he said.... *cry...

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....and moving on seem harder when the one you love moves faster than you..... Allah created both day and night. If it's dark in your life right now, be patient. The sun always rises. And if it's light right now, be thankful. But know that the sun also set. Praise your Maker for both the night and the day, and know that He never sets... Have Faith, Noni ❤ ...

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There are a lot of fun things we can do to cheer up yourself. We have many options to choose. We can go to kitchen and cook or bake (love this), we can hike or jog at peaceful park, we can talk to our mum until she get tired of our questions (always did this), we can watch a movie (tengok free online movie kat phone je heeeeeee), playing makeup (never did this), or if you...

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0140AM For past a year, sleeping has been my favourite thing as it fades the sorrow and cures my heart. I find peace in sleep and a regrettion once I wake up. I should be sleeping right now but this heart refuses to and here I am still lingering my fingers, touching letters at this blank screen. Keep staring at all of photos again and again. How beautiful it was and how painful it becomes. Setiap yang hadir,...

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It has been threee dayssss since i keep repeating to this songgg. Why dearrrrr whyyyyyy???!! Maybe it just brings so many memories but who caressss Oh God please bless me.  ...

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Hawa was sending me home and we were out for late lunch. And in the car ; "Noni, noni ade masalah?" "Hahhh? Bakpee?" "Hawa tengok Noni macam rusing je dari tadi, macam thinking of something..." "Hmm...?" "Macam tadi kalau aku biar je mu sorang, aku drive je, mu macam di awan-awanan...termenung jauh fikirkan something, you look worried and sedih..." "....it has been a year Hawa...." I Tried to draw a fake smile. It has been...

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Wow look at the title again. Hahahaha. Its tickle my heart and make me wanna burst my laugh out loud but I need to keep quiet as baby Aisyah is sleeping a few metres from me now. But seriously that title just come up after being more than 2 years of auntie? Weeeellll, the mood just come out when i'm holding my youngest niece (not even pass her 40-days) just now, indirectly make me feel...

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So after 5 painful days in KL, i decided to go home to receive a better treatments which are mommy's attention and her cooks. Thanks Hawa for offering a ride! Its always better to have a company than alone. So Dungun, here I come! Yes, im still not feeling well. And i'm seeing Aisyah for the first time! Bila ntah nak tulis story pasal dia. I'm imagine myself lying all day on a bed and...

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Monday, 050817 Writing with the left hand rubbing hard my stomach. Ya Allah i cant desribe the pain. It's more than 30 times since i walk back and forth to the toilet. Luckily the toilet is just 10 steps away. Huh, i dont want to imagine if I were in the office which i need to run from north to south and i think i will do my business at the midway. Guess how many spenders...

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PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 I woke up with a heavy heart, today is the last day, means this trip going to be end. While others were still sleeping, I walked to the balcony, having a little time for myself, watching the seaview scenery for the last time and unconsiously taking a deep breath. I felt so down but I felt so blessed too. Internally, I missed someone, someone who was leaving me....

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PART 1 | PART 2 So after one hour of driving from Shah Alam, we arrived at the Pantai Indah Seaview Resort (near to Pantai Remis & The Cabin), Kuala Selangor. We cleaned ourselves, prayed, and have a short rest (Not really rest bcse we can’t stop from chatting). Setting a time for the next activity is a must to make sure we are not late or miss the next activity. So after Asar, we agreed to get ready...

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