It's 2127 right now, just arrive home from 99speedmart buying some things for home and myself. I'm in my car outside the house. Decide to stay a little bit longer here even I'm hungry (wait ya my dear stomach, i will feed you). Need some time to calm down.

It's raining outside, exactly represent my emotion right now.

Tears, won't you come out?

I'm too broke
I'm too down
I want to cry but its stuck inside.

Its hurt. Really hurt.
But I've no power to do anything.
Exactly no power.

I cant help but every words he said keep running inside my head. It's heavy. I want to move on but shit man time doesn't heal me. Really suck.

Can anyone tell me how come people move on easily?
I need that power. I want to bleach and vanish my mind. Free from his words and memories. Everything.

Decided to temporary delete my Instagram. 

Really need to hibernate. 

God, help me.