Assalamualaikum. *Got this Lovely Advise from somewhere, which then i thought it was beautiful to be done* Health: Drink plenty of water.                                                                            Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy Play more games. Read more books than you did in 2011. Sit...

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Sometimes I think subhanAllah. You live and share your life with a person, experience so much together, laughter and tears. And with Allah’s will there comes one day where the person you love so much fades away from your life. All that which is left are the memories you’ve created together. You can sit and think about the memories day and night, but they will still not bring that person back to life. You will never experience...

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coming soon story which is i dont know when.  tapi takpelah .  ...

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Assalamualaikum. Salam satu Malaysia yang tetiap hari kalau boleh harga barang nak naik je. Selamat pagi yang malam-malam asyik mimpi nonsense.  Bapak lambat update pasal banjir. Ah, peduli ape akuu.  10 Dec 2013 Bandar Dungun.   I guess it was for the second time rumah aku masuk air banjir. kan? Ahha, tau pulak korang kan.  Tapi syukur sekejap je air ni naik sebab sistem penglongkangan kat rumah was superrbbb ! but the sad thing is ade...

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Salah ke kalau aku nak nagis? Salah ke kalau aku nak rase sedih? Bcause this is related to my future so i dont think it's wrong. Am I able to get dean list again dis sem? Because it's me the one dat will change my fate besides Allah, not other else. So, i guess it's right to feel sad anytime i'm not satisfied as to encourage myself not because i cant face the reality. If...

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Ayah,  I miss you.  Remembering you is easy. I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache that never goes away.  i hope that i'm able to kiss you one more time. hug you tighter.  i dont have any word to describe.  i just miss you from my bottom heart.  Alfatihah.  May I ask you to come again in my dream and hug me?  ya Allah, forgive him. Tempatkan arwah dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. ...

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kadang-kadang, kita tersalah sangka. kita sangka, bahawa kita merindukan perhatian manusia. kita rindukan saat manusia prihatin pada kita. bertanya khabar. peduli. sedangkan hakikatnya, kita sedang merindukan Ilahi. rindu saat DIA panggil kita. rindu saat DIA uji kita, lalu kita kembali dengan air mata. dengan luka, kerana tawa dan senyum bahagia acap kali membuat kita terlupa, “oh Allah ada.” rindu saat DIA prihatin dengan iman dan amal kita, didatangkan kepada kita pelbagai tanda, rindu saat DIA...

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Assalamualaikum.  16/11/2013 Alhamdulillah, selesai jugak majlis pertunangan abang aku dengan Kak Ain. Congrate for both of you. for kak Ain, welcome to our family. i'll try to love you as much as i love my brother, dont worry :) Rasenya it's already a long period of time that i didnt attend any engagement event. sebab tadi bila ada dalam majlis tu aku rase macam ouhh, macam ni rupanya. -..-" *kesian budak ni kan. 5 hantaran...

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Assalamualaikum. Ya Allah, kekoknya rase nak mengarang. lame sangat tak singgah sini. hikhikhokk. Biasalah, bila dah terskip satu cerita nak story terus rase takde mood nak continue story cerita lain. even, takde orang pun baca blog ni, tapi biorrrr leewwww kheennn. Bilalah agaknya dapat story mery pasal holiday trip to Langkawi tu. pheuuw.  Ok, takpe, tinggalkan bab Langkawi, sekarang aku nak cerita pasal lawatan sambil belajar ke Kilang Getah Felda Kampung Awah dulu :) Actually,...

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Hari berganti hari. minggu bertukar minggu. Dan bulan silih berganti. it's not that i'm being lost interest to share the story, but due to poor connectivity, i'm loss my interest to write the story.  if i'm able to record each of the moments,  then i would, record and save it here. if i'm able to remember all those sweet memories, then i would, write it all, and story here...but the fact is i cant.  ...

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22 September.  Genap setahun.  Alfatihah untuk arwah ayah.  Setahun arwah pergi tinggalkan dunia. Tinggalkan anak bini. Moga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan org org yg beriman. Moga arwah tenang di sana. I missed you ayah.  Totally missed you. Recently i repeatly termimpikan ayah. InsyaAllah moga doa terus dipanjatkan utk arwah. Moga doa dari seorang anak yg kerdil ini diterima Ilahi. For ol de things you've done to me, IA I'll never forget. Try jadi anak yg...

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I'm tired with this kind of situation. Oh ya Allah. Give me some strength. Even i dont like i hate and i hurt with dis situation, i hope i can handle it perfectly. No any jealousy. No any dissapointed. No any anger and no any hateful feeling. Even there's a thing i regret i'm hurt. I just hope i can go through with it even wear a fake smile.  Go smooth everybody. Go happiness. go...

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Why i am recently dreaming about death?  Not for once,twice or triple time. As i could remember it's more than that.  It's a sign? a sign for me to change.  YA ALLAH forgive me.  I'm to rude for not follow your rules :( ...

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So berapa bintang?  Tetiap hari gigih je kakak aku ni buat western meal. Macaroni salad. Butter cake. cheese cake. Love red velvet. pizza. spagetti. Choc chip cookies *coming soon*  Amboi seronok betul orang ade duit ni kan. Laju je. Tapi baguslah, untung jugak lah perut aku. Hihi.  Tapi aku tak puas lagi makan spagetti aritu. tak cukup. And I want carbonara sauce! *nak buat jumaat ni! tak kira!* ...

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Fefeeling gediks. Thanks to Ezaty and Jie (and whoever) sebab always spend time kat rumah aku. Selalu sudi nak tido umah aku. Teman aku. Selalu sanggup nak buat kerja gila dengan aku. ihik ihik. ntah mende mende je tetiba pakai inai khooonn. Kawin tak tunang tak orang datang merisik pun tak. isyhh. 2200pm 16 Ogos 2013  .____. ntah bila ntah inai yang kat kulit ni nak hilang letih jugak gaha dengan air. haha. tu lah...

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Sekarang ni kat rumah aku ade sekor kucing. nak kate anak kucing tu takde lah sangat dan nak kata mak kucing tu pun tak de lah sangat. sedang sedang gitu. umo remaja muda bergetah macam aku lah kot. Memang dari dulu lagi sampai hari ni rumah ni tak putus putus bela kucing. sejak zaman aku tak lahir lagi, tok aku dah gigih bela kucing, arwah ayah pun sama. kadang kadang kat rumah ni boleh sampai...

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Aku, hanya mampu membaca dan berdoa.  Moga dijauhkan Allah dari segala macam mala petaka.  Moga Allah tetapkan iman hingga ke hujung nyawa.  Moga Allah ampunkan khilaf dan terima segala ibadah.  Moga mati dengan lafaz 'Lailahailallah' dan jihad fisabilillah.  Sungguh aku takut dan gusar.  Inikah dunia akhir zaman?  Tua sangat ke bumi sekarang? Dekatkah aku dengan kematian? Kadang-kadang rasa tak faham. Mesir negara Islam, Tempat para ulama' dibesarkan, Tapi kenapa keadaannya begitu mendasyatkan?  Beribu ribu nyawa...

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Selamat hari raya semua. maaf zahir dan batin. Moga syawal tahun ni terus diberkati disinari dan disayangi. Walaupun ade banyak cerita nak kongsi, tapi tak banyak pun yang sempat tertulis,hehe, since this is hari raya so, rasanya semua orang pun faham faham je kronologi cerita hari raya kan? ye dak? Syawal tahun ni kira kali pertama aku sefamily sambut raya tanpa ayah. Rindu tak yah cakap ah.  tapi belajar cekalkan hati. Yang pergi tetap pergi....

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