Day by day, minute by minute passed.
i dont know why but whenever i'm being alone,
when no one is surround me, i feel i wanna cry.
cry with no tear. just sorrow heart.
Sometimes, i'm always asking, 'why cant i get what i want?' sakit. pedih.
just only can see what i want in front of my eyes but i cant catch it. suffer.
THE WORST FEELING U'II EVER FEEL IS
SITTING NEXT TO THE PERSON
WHO MEANS THE WORLD TO YOU
KNOWING YOU MEAN ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO THEM.
but then i calmed myself, keep remembering the quotes,
"i asked to Allah a stalk flower, but Allah give me prickly cactus.
i asked Allah to created me be butterfly, but Allah created me be caterpillar.
i am sad and frustrated.
But later i find beautiful cactus and find the catterpillar metamorphosed be butterfly, so beautiful.
Allah the mercifull, Allah doesnt give us what we want, but Allah gives us what we need."
subahanaAllah. Allahuakbar !