2017 gonna leave me by the next hour! I'm currently at my sister's house, helping her  to look after of her daughter. I just realized that I was here too exactly a year ago! Watching the fireworks from the window. Last year, I was here looking after my sister as she was having a really bad morning sickness and now a year passed, she is blessed with 6 months of a daughter 🌼

If you ask me how my 2017 was, and if I recap it for a flash, I could say that my 2017 was terrible because the first thing that popped up in my mind is my heartbreak phase. I still can remember the nightsssssss that I cried to sleep and the daysssss that I prisoned myself in the room with tears.

But if I drop that parts from my memory, actually, I could see a lots more of beautiful wonderful thingsss and memories I had make throughout 2017. The year that had taught me a lot of lessons. I couldn't remember it all but lets me try.....

I learnt how to wake up again after the storm. I learnt to not trust someone so much eventhou you loved him over of your soul, it's wrong. It was not easy especially when you was alone, my mind tends to zone out so frequently. Thanks to my friends who never tired to help me out. I got a passport! For the first I traveled out of Malaysia to Phuket & Krabi. It was a very good experience and memory ❤ I was an Uber Driver! Hahahaha dont laugh! I still cant believe it how I have a nut to do it.  But it was really an experience you cant buy. It was so challenging and I was so scared too to have a stranger in my car. People were thanks to me after the ride, there are one who got mad at me because I was turning the wrong way and I didnt get the full payment from him. But nevermind. I wish I could do it again one day.

I went to many trips with my friends, I had a family holiday!,  I had a very long birthday celebration, I did a lot of things that I love, I got a new niece, Missed you Aisyah! I got increment,  I won a lucky draw in blog contest, a few lots more of things that make me grateful even more. Oh ya, the one that I thankful is, I'm writing again at this site! I hope I write more in 2018. Inshaallah.

Okay it's midnight by now and I can hear a loud crowd of people outside counting three two one and bam bammm fireworks! Unfortunately, no fireworks for me 🎉  Aisyah is waking up because of the loudy sound. Can you stop it please? Alhamdulillah for a past year. A year that taught me a tough journey. A year of sorrow yet blessing, a year of betraying, people leaving but nevermind. I believe in Allah, have faith that He has a better plan for me.

PERAK, HERE WE COME!!

Finallyyyyyy the day comessss. 15 December 2017 ♡

So last week my friends and I went to Bota, Perak to celebrate our friend, Izaty's solemnization. We went there by 2 cars with 3 : 3. Majlis akad nikah dia Jumaat petang, so Jumaat pagi lepas pick-up semua yang berkenaan around 830AM kiteorang start gerak dari Selangor. Slow traffic, stop here and stop there, around 1 petang weols sampai kat rumah tumpangan, (Sri Iskandar).

Berehat bersiap solat mandi, everyone take a nap (except me - blame the Coffee), around 430PM kiteorang gerak pergi Bota. Alhamdulillah, get there before they tied the knot.

Dengan 2 kali lafaz, Alhamdulillah, they finally became husband & wife! Tahniah Zaty & Hafeez ❤

"My Wish"

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you
And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window
If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you’re out there gettin’ where you’re gettin’ to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you
And the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get
Oh, you find God’s grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

[Chorus x2]

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

And the funny part is lepas dia sent aku lagu sweet ni, dia hantar satu lagi lagu, tapi lagu sedih

-_______________-

Hahaha. Thank youuuu Syira ❤

I rarely take coffee. But when I did, it hits me hard. Usually, when I am driving for a long road, I'll drink one can of Wonda Coffee per day (sometimes two :)). I dont relieve it before, somehow it becomes  addicted.

Like this time, I am at Bota, Perak right now, 730am in the morning, lying on the bed, as everyone is falling asleep after subuh, I'm the only one who is still awake. Eyes wide open! Yesterday, I woke up at 6 AM and drove alone from PJ-Shah Alam-Bota and at night we were chilling at Bandar Ipoh till 1130PM. Even with the gap of 1-3pm, when everyone was able to take a nap but I was also the only one who didn't. Blame the Nescafe.

Other times, I've tried to drink coffee at office and end up I was stay awake till 2AM. And went to the office for the next day like a zombie. I regretted a lot later. But why Wonda Coffee is so good which I cant resist to say No. Nescafe (or it's just Wonda coffee?) always hits me hard, everytime I drank it., I were never ever be able to sleep before 12 even when I put my myself on idle mood and eyes closed, I couldnt fall asleep even had time I need to wear earphone listen to soft music or dhikir to pat myself to sleep. Swear to you, it's so damn hard.

Still a long day to go today and I really wish I can stay energize. *switch on the korean drama*

Time fliessssss. Rasa macam ritu je baru mak wasep bagitau dah daftar nama nak pergi umrah. Rasa macam baru je ritu teman mak dengar kelas umrah. Andddddd today comes.

2 nights before, I was being such a spoiled and emotional daughter for feeling so so sad and cried so harddd. That night, before i took a bath i called her, but we just talked for a while because she had some stuff to do. So, i went bath and i was so emotional in the toilet, she is going to a long-far journey, she is going to Rumah Allah, dia nak jadi tetamu Allah, what is she doesnt going back? I've a mix feeling of being happy and scare. Right after that, I whatapp-ed her and and asked for her forgiveness. Idk why but my tears were falling down likes waterfall. I prayed with the teary eyes and runny nose. Maybe I was scared to let her off my guard. I wanted to accompany her so badly there, at Mekah and Madinah. I wanted to be there. I wanted to take care of her. I wanted to be the one who hold her hands. Ya Allah, please make this wish comes true.

So, today's morning, we (big family) went to the airport to send our beloveds. Mommy went there with her siblings. Hope they could help and look after for each other. Alhamdulillah things went smooth and well.

Mak, I feel so empty now coz I cant get reach to you for hours already. Semoga Allah jagakan mak untuk aku. Semoga Allah sihatkan tubuh badan mak. Semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya. Semoga selamat sampai n pulang ya family. Makkkkk, i missed you so much T.T

Finally, i got a chance to go to the Big Bad Wolf book fair this year. The books were so cheap, half and above the discounts. I was so shocked seeing everyone pulled a full of trolley with the books. Each of them bought a lot of books. A LOT! Are you really read all of the books you brought?? So amazing. You have my respect.

Actually what's the meaning of BBW? I'm still wondering hmmhmm. Can anyone xplain?

I went there with Ain. And this is what I got for myself.

Actually, before went there, I had listed & reviewed some interesting books to buy but unfortunately, they were not there! I'm so frustrating but I hope these books are interesting to read!

Till then. I hope I can finish reading these.

Tulis post ni sambil teringat rasa lemak lemak manis buah durian dalam mulut, bau durian kat hidung perghhh.

It has been almost year (or more?) since i ate durian. Lama gila craving nak makan durian, dua tiga kali musim durian passed tapi still aku tak dapat durian. Tak pandai nak beli sendiri selama ni arwah ayah yg beli. 5 tahun dah ayah takde........

Aku balik kampung aritu memang nakk sangat makan durian, tapi semua cakap durian mahal durian mahal makan kat kuala lumpur je laaa. Tapi hakikatnya diorang ingat aku pandai ke beli durian?

Kene tipu harga pun aku iya kan je nanti.

So, disebabkan aku tak pandai nak beli durian, hahaha and aku rasa harga makan buffet RM50 per head ni sangat berbaloii walaupun yee aku tahu agak mahal, tapi lantaklah aku dah bertahun tak makan durian nii. Kalau kira kilo, dia etak RM25/kilo.

Aku pergi makan dekat Durian SS2 sebab tempat ni just around the corner dari rumah aku. Pekerja dia sangat peramah and service tiptop. Kau datang duduk je, terus dia serve. Aku datang berdua aje.

Seminit lepas duduk, ni hasil dia hamparkan atas meja aku. Terkejut Hahahaha mampu gelak jee.

Yang isi warna kuning kuning tu sedap gila. Tapi yang peliknya hmmm, bila aku mintak topup lagi durian isi yang kuning ni, diorang cakap dah habis. 3x aku mintak. 3x jugak dia cakap dah habis dik tinggal yang isi pucat-pucat tu je. Pastu bila aku tengok orang yang baru masuk nak makan, ade pulak dia bagi yang isi kuning ni. Aku rasa buah durian yang mahal tu diorang terhad kan.

Agak geram lah jugak, tapi takpelah, perut aku pun dah takleh nak sumbat dah.

Okay, mengidam durian dah habis. Tak makan setahun pun takpe dah hiikks ❋

Good Nite!

Do this blog still has an owner? Yaaaa Im wondering too.

I missed this site.

Manual cendawan goreng to myself.

Cendawan goreng pun nak ade resepi kee hahaha lantaklaaah.

Last week was the 4th attempts I made Cendawan Goreng. It went well! I need to jot down the manual here for my reference again next time! Wont repeat the mistake again.

Cendawan Goreng. It looks easy right? As easy as its name. Take mushroom and fry. Done and eat!

I tried goreng cendawan for the first time before, but it went bad (wet, too oily). So i tried again for the second time. And it went well! So good. And after a lonnngggggg time i tried again for the third time, but I got confuse how was i did it. I got confuse between the 1st attempt and 2nd attempts. And it went bad again. The taste was good. I finished it all but the texture was thumb down.

And after succeed this 4 attempt, lets me use this space so that next time I do not have to google it anywhere and repeat the mistake again. Two failed times making was because i made it like goreng pisang. Pour the water into the flour. Which is wrong guys (i took the recipe from internet)

What you need :

🐋 Tepung Ayam. (Spicy/ori)
🐋 Cendawan
🐋 Telur.

   ❤Prepare 3 separate bowls for mushroom, flour and egg. Tossed dry the mushroom from water.
❤ Heat the oil until the oil is very hot.
❤Take mushroom and dip in the egg and then flour and fry it in the oil.
❤Make sure the flour is dry.