Noni Shuhada ❤

Alhamdulillah. Things went well. Settle part taaruf, settle part jumpa family, settle part beli cincin, so 05022019 haritu, settle dah my majlis pertunangan. I'm so tiredddddddddddddddddddd honestly. Aku balik kampung haritu 3 hari sebelum majlis, semua benda benda nak kena settle dalam masa 3 hari tu ; nak kemas rumah all out, nak pergi beli cincin, nak g tempah nasi untuk majlis dan nak settle kan dulang hantaran. Gila tak penat. In 3 dayssssssssss!! + kena look after anak buah 2 ketul, aku lah yg bawak g jalan, yang mandiakan yang layankan huuuuuuuuu. Penat tu memang tapi tak terasa sangat sbb seronok & meriah! Because everyone was at home!

Firstly, kalau ada kawan-kawan yang baca pasal post ni, I'm deeply sorry kalau aku tak invite or tak bagitau pasal majlis ni. I want to keep it as low as I could tapi dah ade a few gambar yang terlepas, so, ada lah jugak a few kawan2 yang personal messages cakap tak bagitau. huhuhu sorry jangan sentap yeeee, tunang kan takleh heboh2 :p really thanks for the dua btw! :)

So, nak cerita start dari mana ni, blur pulak.

1. Tarikh decide nak tunang ni lebih kurang sebulan je - which is lepas dah jumpa family akhir bulan 12 ritu. Nak cakap senang sangat sangat tu tak jugak, ade je part yang orang tak setuju. Part yang aku nangis sangat2 sebab terasa hati, tapi tu lah, kena cekalkan hati. Jangan peduli apa orang kata sangat. Part hati tetiba rasa tak pasti pun ada jugak. Tapi macam tak layan sangat sebab kalau nak layan aku punya overthinking ni sampai sudah tak abis. Inshaallah, he is the one.

2. Pelamin - Rm0. Terima kasih kat sepupu sebab bagi pinjam barang2 pelamin, bunga2 semua. Dia bagi pinjam alat semua, aku and family deco sendiri. Takleh la nak demand lebih2 sebab barang limited. Tapi bila tengok hasil dia, perghhhhh takde lah cikai sangat. Sis suka.

3. Makeup. Rm70. I requested for natural look. Puas hati gilaaaa.

4. Makan. - Majlis start lepas zohor. Waktu orang nak makan tengah hari. So, takleh nak order mee kesian kat tetamu lapar. Aku order nasi ayam untuk 100pax/Rm5.50. Alhamdulillah cukup & sedap! Air sirap n sunquick. Kuih, laksa penang, kek semua orang sponser. Banyak gila side dishes. Banyak gila gila. Terima kasih semua yang sponser! Sis terharu.

5. Hantaran. - Tapak hantaran aku pinjam kazen aku punya. Barang2 and bunga aje beli. Kos semua campur bunga dalam rm300 jugak huhu. Banyak jugak rupanya.

Plannya nak buat 5-3, tapi end up jadi 5-5

6. Cincin. Alkisahnya cincin, kiteorang plan nak beli satu je cincin. So, masa dah siap pilih nak bayar tu tetiba akak tu suruh pilih satu lagi sbb dia nak bagi percuma-tapi syaratnya kena ambik yang permata jugak. I was like whhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!! Huhuhu Alhamdulillah, so, jadinya aku dapat lah dua bentuk cincin.

Alhamdulillah majlis berjalan dengan lancar. Everyone is happy so do I. Thank you everyone for help me out! This cant be happened without my backbone, family.

Hopely we both can love and take good care of this relationship till forever.

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Am I the only one yang rasa bulan January tahun ni has no end? There are a lot of things that happened recently that makes me feel so damn tired. Bukan nya tired fikizal macam buat kerja berat tu tapi penat kat mental. Personal & office-thingy. Sampaikan rasa went to the office on Monday fuhhh penat dia macam dah kerja sampai Thursday. Macam nak tunggu gaji on 25th aritu fuhhh macam dua bulan dah tak dapat gaji. January flies so slowwwww.

A month flies, but still this diary is blank. I'm not shocked either.

Lets see what were happened to me this month.

1. No Saving.

I dont want to say it loud but as this site is my other half, I should write this down. In a few days I'm getting enganged ; in February. So January is my preparation-month. Memang banyak gila guna duit (Rm600). Until I've no saving at all. Plus, bulan ni kena renew insurance& roadtax motor (Rm131) plus service motor (Rm144) plus tukar tayar kereta (Rm320), beli langsir (rm700) plus g Johor for Hawa's wedding. Memang gaji for January yang left : minus. Cerita dia how i survived? ; Korek Tabung.

2. Serabut with the preparation.

Sekarang baru aku rasa. It's not easy to hold a ceremony especially when you are so far away. I really really want to do everything by myself, tapi Ya Allah, trust me, you cant conduct an event when you're not presence at that place. Dont everr dream. Dengan nak ulang alik booking nasi. Nak kemas rumah pun stuck. Nak buat hantaran pun xboleh sbb things are at kampung. Nak pasang langsir pun tak boleh. So howwwwwwwwwwwww. You will need a helper. Serabut gila kepale otak. A few days left tapi preparation baru 40% hahahaha.

3. Done with vaccine.

Alhamdulillah, abis dah ambik vaccine kat PPUM. Done my 3rd dose. The stupid thing was, aku terpaksa menapak kat PPUM tu dua kali sebab tersalah tarikh pergi. Adoi suck betul rasa. Dah la nak pergi tu malas dah. Bila pergi tak boleh nak ambik injection pulak. Hmm bertabahlah.

4. Irdina Hilang.

This happened end of December, but it kept stuck in my mind so lets count it in too. End of last December, abang aku datang KL, sebab dia ada interview. So, sementara dia pergi interview, he asked me to stay with Kak Ain, mak and the kids at Sogo. To look after. Aku bawak Irdina pergi satu kawasan playground dlm Sogo ni. But in a second, she was missing. sesaat sebelum tu betul2 dia depan mata aku. Oh God, my body turns cold. Heart beat fast. I directly called Kak Ain in case Irdina was with her. Tapi malangnya tidak. I searched her around but she was not there. Mak xyah cakap la, dah cemas dah. I kept recited doa & ayat-ayat alQuran and in 10minutes, I found her. She was looking for a toilet by herself. I was so thankful. Donow how to describe if she was gone T.T. Dont even dare to imagine. (Blaming self)

5. My Biological Clock

I dont know why I feel so f* tired. Banyak sgt kali ni aku akan tidur balik lepas Subuh. Dia punya mengantuk tu pergh level xleh bawak berbincang. Padahal tidur takdelah lewat sgt pun. And bila dh tertidur balik pas Subuh, for sure akan bangun semput semput je nak bersiap and so i keep skipping Solat Dhuha. and tahajud pun sama, lama nya tak buat. I feel soooooo f*ckg bad and hating myself.

6. My Work Life

This is the my-most stressful thing & journey in January. As you're taking more responsible in your job, more burden yang you akan rasa. More tasks, more responsiblility, and ofkos, the chance you will do mistakes is high. And that was the things that happened to me. I was so fucked up this month as I did a few stupid silly mistakes that should not be happened. And I'm blaming myself a lot for that. And its suck. Because of this I think i'm might be getting anxiety disorder. Nauzubillah, mintak jauh. But it's so fucking tired and frust.

7. BFF Trip to Johor for Hawa's Wedding.

It is always my dream to watch my bff in a beautiful wedding dress. I couldnt make it on her nikah day kat Terengganu so, as we promised to be with her, so we decided to go yang belah lelaki punya. Aku Jihah n Dibah. It was sooooooooooooo fun. Kiteorang pergi danga bay, pasar karat, ambik gambar kat deck. It was so fun! No lie.

Till then. May the event goes well.

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Assalamualaikium!

Sebelum korang mulakan baca entry ni, better korang baca dulu my previous post. (Tomorrow Is The Day)

And before you proceed, let me askkkk, just whoo elseeeee jumpa mak partner korang on the second dateeeee? And i think this is not even fair to be call as a date huhuhu

I'm sooooo freaking nervous. I couldnt sleep a night before and it was really a last minute decision to drive home at 3am. So, after a few hours of driving, we (Jaja & I - Thankkkks Jun, for accompany me!) arrived at my friend's house (lets call him N) around 10am. It was so awkwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaardddd. I lost words, and his mum also was not being so talkative. We talked but then quiet, talk and then kriiikkk pastu kiteorang gelak. huhuhuhu. Sorry sebab tak datang dalam keadaan yang bersedia. I think my mind is blank because I couldnt get enuf sleep. Okay, lets blame the sleep hahahaha.

Selepas sejam lebih, kiteorang mintak diri untuk pulang. I sent Jaja home and with 30% energy left in my body, I drove back to Dungun. Honestly, my mind was so blank at this time. Aku bawak kereta tapi aku tak tahu aku dah kat mana. Just drove straight. Dalam kepala masa ni, asyik duk fikir, mak dia okaaayyyyy ke takkk mak dia boleh terimaa aku tak niii, suka aku takk niiii adoi huhuhu

Arrived home and I collapsed.

Lepas layan anak buah kejap aku masuk bilik nak berehat, sedar-sedar tertidur. Dan terjaga a few minutes sebelum N pulak nak sampai umah aku. Huhuhu. Terpaksa pack kan dua date dalam satu hari - because we got no more time.

Alhamdulillah, things went smoothly. Thanks to my brother sebab layan N baik-baik and washed-away his nervous. I can tell he's comfortable. One plus hours and he went home. 3 minit away, terus dia whatapps aku tanya feedback mak abang ok ke tak. Hahahaha serve youuu right, tadi masa aku jadi macam tu dia suruh aku bawak bersabar, ni his turn pulak :p

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It took us around a veryyyy longggg time to discuss about this-future-things. Tiap kali oncall pun asyik bincang pasal marriage. Tak sempat nak bercinta. Cinta pun tak berapa nak berputik -sebab aku sekat kahkahkahkah. I told him I'm fobia nak bercinta-cinta bagai, he understands, tapi life must go on. Dia bagi banyak semangat kat aku untuk terus melangkah. It's okay if you are scared, but if you never try you never know. We just slowly proceed to the flow and kalau benda tak jadi, kita redha k?